Why need to choose one if I can have all three?
There were just one important rule that I need to follow as part of management: don't date or have any romantic or sexual activities with them.
But what if I broke that rule?
Not once
Not twice
But th...
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—— Okay... Now I need to think. What I want from Taehyung. What I want from us. If I want us at all. ——
All week I was thinking. Thinking about me and Taehyung.
There is no doubt that I love him.
But can we be together? After everything? So much time passed by. I was hurt so many times, by him and management.
We have never been in a normal relationship. We had just that triple thing.
I smiled thinking about that triple relationship. It was a different experience. But I really enjoyed it. Even though I know how it ended, I would gladly repeat it all again. No one can brag about fucking three BTS members.
Will it work out? Our relationship? Can we figure everything out? We weren't in touch for so long, so many months. But maybe we can? Because even after all these months I still love him the same. No matter how hard I tried to forget him.
I asked myself one last time, before texting Taehyung.
Do I want to be with him?
<Hello, Taehyung. When you will be free, call me.>
I sent the message and just was sitting in my bed. It was a late night but I didn't want to sleep. I decided to wait a little for his call.
After an hour I got tired of waiting, so I curled into my sheets and closed my eyes. My chaotic mind needs some sleep and rest.
My phone started to ring. I tried my best to wake up fast and answer the call.
Without looking into the caller I answered.
It was a FaceTime.
"Hello." I turned the light in the room.
"Hello, Y/n." I saw a little tired but still smiling Taehyungs face.
"Wait, give me a minute to wake up fully." A small laugh left my mouth. I rubbed my eyes and blinked a few times. "Are you at home already? Busy day?"
"Yeah, I just came home. Saw your text and called you immediately."
"So, I wanted to talk with you. But while waiting for your call. I was thinking, maybe it's best to talk eye to eye, in person. I want to see you. When we can meet? Maybe I need finally visit Seoul again." I was thinking loudly.
"I will be in Korea for a few months. So you can come here whenever you have free time."
"Okay. I will take a little vacation and will come back to Seoul. I think I am finally ready to come back, to meet you and I missed my mother too."
"But is it good news for me? Or you gonna say the last goodbye to me?" Taehyung looked seriously into me.
I smirked. "I was thinking a lot. Every day about us. I think it will be good news. If I will not change my mind." I laughed.
