Catching Mr. Dreamboy

#Chapter 27: Dream Number Three.

--- Dylan ---

I'm just so tired. This whole night sucks!

And Miaka? F*CK! IF she wasn't a girl I would have punched the guts of her. I can't believe I fell in love with that piece of shit! Was it all an act? Everything she said? That moment? That feeling? That KISS? I was played? I feel so dumb.

First my father. Then my career. And the girl I USED to love. It was all fine. But I was too stupid to believe in anything. That's life really. It's like a talking to a wall as you lean on it giving it all your trust and then it turns out, the wall was made of paper and you fall breaking your skull apart. That the worst thing you give - TRUST.

I just want to rest. I no longer care what happens next. I'm done anyway.

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The moment I gained awareness, I'm in Stanford University, and I know that this is again, a dream. But for so many nights I've been agonized by the fact that I can never have the girl I've been seeing here made me realize what I need to do. Just dream of her. That the only thing I could do. O could never have her anyway, so let's just pretend that she could be mine and I'll be happy here. Nothing is true anyway.

I've been holding onto this flower since I can remember and then I saw Jamie walking towards me. I just stood here waiting and we she got closer, I just held her hand tight, never wanting to let go as I put this flower in her hair. I'm happy here, with her.

"Naniniwala ka ba sa magic?", I said. I don't why but, I guess, with the setting, it's appropriate. It is magical. "Kasi Jamie, kung hindi, kailangan mong magpalit ng paniniwala."

"Ah, Magic?", sabi niya.

"Magic...yung special force na naglapit sa atin kaya ngayon, andito ako. Jamie...Magic...yung feeling na hindi ko madescribe pag kasama kita...Magic..yung impossibility na magkita tayo out of 7 Billion other people. Pero nangyari pa din. Magic." Opo, ako na yung corny. Pero, alam ko kinikilig na 'yan sa'kin, hahaha.

"Aw, kung ganyang magic pala, eh, OO Dylan, magpapaconvert ako!", she said. I can't help but smile. Ang cute niya kapag kinikilig.

"Jamie...I LOVE YOU.", there I said it. Yep, Unknowiingly, I just fell for the charms of this very beautiful girl.

"I LOVE YOU, TOO Dylan! Oh my Geee. Oh my Geee."

"Jamie...pwede ba kitang maging girlfriend?", I said. Fingers crossed. Please Jamie, say YES....please. Kahit dito lang, kahit sa panaginip ko lang.

"OH yes Dylan, yes I do!"

Ngumiti na lang ako at napaluhod.

"Jamie, accept this ring as a sign of my loyalty."

Hinugot ko ang singsing na nasa bulsa ko. Tinanggap niya ako, I'm like the happiest man. "I love you Jamie. Remember that."

I inched towards her.

Got closer.

And closer.

I got the urge to kiss her.

Jamie....

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I woke up.

This is getting worse.

I feel so bad trying to make out with my besfriend's girl.

These dreams, they're messing with me. I should stop but no, I think I really love Jamie. I really do.

I HAVE TO WIN HER OVER.

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