BTS Imagines

Namjoon - broken

I woke up to the moonlight beaming through my curtains. I looked at the clock and it read 2:34am. Namjoon still wasn't home. It's been like this for a while. I can't communicate with him anymore because it's either he's awake before I am and then I'm asleep when he gets home. I don't even remember the last time we were intimate with each other. He doesn't even kiss, hug or cuddle me anymore. As usual I went downstairs to make some tea to hopefully help me sleep when the front door unlocked and Namjoon appeared.

"Oh you're awake?"

"Hmm"

"Why?"

"I don't know. Why are home so late?"

"Had to finish some things in the studio"

"Oh"

The same reason over and over again. I was tired of being alone when I'm meant to be making these amazing memories with my husband.

"Do you think we could go it for dinner sometime?"

"I'm busy Y/N, you think I have time for dinner"

"I was only asking. Suit yourself. You can sleep in the guest bedroom, because that's all you feel like in this house right now"

I heard him sigh as i walked up the stairs and in the bedroom locking the door. He had spare clothes in the guest bedroom from the last time I locked him out.

•••

I had been informed that the boys needed some food and requested some dishes from me. I loved being around the boys they didn't make me feel alone. The boys knew how things were at home. I needed someone to talk to and they were there. I didn't want the sympathy but they all saw that Namjoon was being cold and distant from me like he was trying to avoid me for some reason. It hurt. Hoseok is my older brother by two years and he's very protective over me and doesn't me to be hurt and trust me he's very angry with Namjoon right now.

"Any luck yet?"

"No. It's like I don't exist anymore. He doesn't even want to go out for dinners anymore. I don't recall the last time we hugged or kissed. Do you think I did something wrong?"

"Absolutely, not. Y/N you are a courageous and beautiful woman who doesn't deserve this. I can try and talk to him if it helps"

"Thanks Jin. Much appreciated"

"Keep me updated. Don't forget to tell your brother"

"I won't, but can you just keep it quiet until i get something out of him"

"Sure"

"Thank you. You better head back to practice now"

"You alright sitting on the side?"

"Yeah. I can catch up on some work or read"

•••

After about two hours the boys had stopped practice for a bit and came for some food and a drink. Namjoon sat nowhere near me; in fact he didn't even sit on the table as us.

"Yo Jung!"

"Which one?"

"Hobi"

"What?"

"Knock some sense into your brother in law. He's making your sister miserable"

"Hey!"

"It's true though"

"I know. I can't get through to him. I doubt my brother would be able to"

The room went silent as no one spoke a word. I kept looking over at Namjoon and it looked like he was in deep thought. I picked up a bottle of water and walked over to him.

"Do you need anymore water?"

"No"

"Did I do something wrong to you?"

"Why do you think that?"

"Because you hardly come home. You don't speak to me. It's like we don't even know each other anymore"

"Can you just stop with your complaining. It's exhausting"

"Oh it's exhausting! I'm sorry but it's exhausting trying to be a good wife for you Namjoon! I'm really fucking trying but you don't even care!"

Jin's p.o.v

"Oh it's exhausting! I'm sorry but it's exhausting trying to be a good wife for you Namjoon! I'm really fucking trying but you don't even care!"

My head snapped up as did the others. I was about to stand up but Hoseok pushed me down.

"Let them have at it. She deserves to let it out. I'll beat the crap out him later"

"You think for one second that my complaining is exhausting! Try being the person who cooks dinner every day for you and you don't even eat it! I try to keep myself awake at nights just so I reassure myself that you haven't died or got into an accident in the middle of the night! You think I'm exhausting you. No; you're exhausting me. What the hell happened? What did I do so wrong to make you hate me Joon"

"I cheated"

The colour in her face dropped as the water bottle fell to the floor.

"That's it!"

Hoseok stood up and attacked Namjoon. We all quickly rushed and got him of Namjoon but he pulled away and punched him again and again.

"Hoseok, stop. He's not worth it"

We managed to pull him back as we watched Namjoon with a bleeding lip and nose lay on the floor.

"You disgust me. I thought you were a caring and loving man when I choose to marry you. Don't ever speak to me again. I'll have the divorce papers sent to you in the morning and don't expect to come home tonight because all your clothes will be packed and outside waiting for you. Jackass"

She walked out of the room and I quickly followed her. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her in for a hug. Her sobs were loud as she let her emotions out.

"Let's get you home and into a nice hot bath"

"Thank you"

Hoseok's p.o.v

"Are you happy! I gave you the opportunity to make my sister happy and feel alive again; only for you to do this to her! You're a jackass. Find someone else to take your place as leader because you obviously can't be one showing some sort of loyalty. You've broken her again just when she was getting back on her feet. She needed you! Don't come to work a couple of weeks. I don't even want to be in the same studio or dance room as you. Absolute disgrace!"

I made my way to Y/N's house and saw that Jin was taking care of her. I informed her that our family knew and that they would come down for a while to help around and take care. After years of healing she just gone back to square one, BROKEN, again.