BTS Imagines

Yoongi - stay alive 🔞

Contains violence and guns

Yoongi's p.o.v

It all happened so fast. One minute she was smiling and laughing and then the next minute I'm cradling her head in my lap as she bleeds from her abdomen.

~ 3 hours ago ~

"Come on baby, we're going to be late for the carnival"

"Coming. I had to find my comfiest trainers"

I watched as her floral dress flowed as she came down the stairs. Since it was my weekend off I promised to take her to the carnival for a date for Valentine's Day since we're both going to be working on the actual day.

"I'm so excited. It's been a while since we went to a carnival"

"I'm glad to make you happy baby. I know we can't spend the actual day together"

"That's alright. This is going to be perfect and you'll be there next to me the whole time"

•••

We were halfway through the night and so far we had done a few rollercoasters, won some toys on the game stalls. Y/N is currently holding her big panda plushie courtesy of me winning the basketball game.

"What's next?"

"The wheel!"

"Let's go, then"

We started our walk to the wheel when gun shots were heard in the distance. Everyone started running around screaming trying to find somewhere to hide. I looked behind me and couldn't see Y/N beside me. Panic rushed through me as I looked around for her.

"Excuse have you a girl anywhere, medium brown hear wearing a floral dress and a converses"

No one answered me. Too scared if they stopped they'll die. I could see some people dressed in all black with masks covering their faces. Guns hanging from their neck as if they'll lose their precious weapons. More gun shots were heard.

I didn't know where to look. Everything around me was spinning; until I stopped and looked near the wheel to see Y/N standing there searching around trying to find me. Our eyes met as she stood up to meet me. We were halfway until one of the men stood behind her and shot her. I ran not caring if I got shot and caught her just before her head hit the ground. Her eyes were slowly closing.

"No, you do not get to die on me like this. Y/N wake up please. Please I need you. I need to see you in that white dress; standing in front of as we say I do. I need to see you welcome our children into this world. I need you to be with me when things don't go right. Please you do not get to leave me like this. Not now. Not ever. Please, stay alive"

~ end ~

She was still in surgery. Whilst I continue to pace the corridors of this horrible place.

"Yoongi!"

I looked up to see Y/N's parents running towards me and hugging me.

"How is she?"

"She's uh, still in surgery. They say there was at least two bullets in there and she's lost a lot of blood. Oh god, I'm so sorry. I promised I'd take care of her and I can't even do that"

"Don't you dare blame yourself mister, you understand me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to my babygirl. I'm her father and I may be tough sometimes but you are not to blame"

"Sorry, it just happened so fast. I was looking for everywhere. I should've been closer. I should've taken the bullet for her. I should've moved her out of the way. I should-"

I broke. Tears fell as I collapsed to the floor. I felt arms around me; hugging me.

"Son, it's not your fault. Please. You need to be strong and continue to be strong for Y/N, she needs you to be the first person she sees when she wakes up. You need to the first person she says hi to and gives a hug to. Be strong for Y/N.

•••

"Good news is we remove both bullets. She did lose a lot of blood but she's alive and well. She should be awake very soon. You can go in now if you want"

"Thank you so much doctor"

"No worries. She's a fighter"

The doctor walked away as I let go of the breathe I was holding in. A hand rested upon my shoulder. Y/N's mum looked at me with sorrow.

"Go ahead. We'll be right out here if she needs us. Go see her. Hold her hand. Be with her"

"Thank you so much for coming and staying. I'll let you guys in once she wakes up"

"That perfectly fine. Take all the time"

I opened the door to her room and walked in; taking a seat next to her bed. Her hands were warm like they always are. She still looked beautiful even in a hospital gown and with dressings across her abdomen.

I sat there for a couple of minutes in silence just holding and placing little kisses on the back of  her hand. My fingers ran over the small bit elegant ring laid upon her ring finger.

"You might aswell marry my hand if you keep kissing it like that"

"Oh thank god; you're awake. Thank you"

"How could I ever leave you. You wouldn't of survived without me. Now shut up and kiss me properly"

I stood up and held her face whilst placing a gentle kiss upon her lips.

"Thank you for being here next to me. At least you'll get to me in the white dress after all"

"You heard"

"I was unconscious not dead of course I heard it. The sweetest words ever spoken"

She smiled as I kissed her again before grabbing her parents. We spent most of the afternoon talking about the wedding; trying to distract our minds from the events that happened. But still it never left my mind. Soon her parents went after a couple of hours.

"What's wrong?"

"I could've lost you"

"But you didn't. I'm right here and I'm not leaving anytime soon"

"Please, stay alive. Don't get into any dangerous situations from now on ok?"

"Ok"

I kissed her before laying next to her on the bed and falling asleep with the light patters of rain from outside.