BTS Imagines

Jimin - kiss it better 🔞

Was it worth fighting for a relationship where only person was showing the love and care? No. It's easy for other people to let go, but for me, I found it hard. It took me a while to find someone to love me and I finally found it but now I don't feel the love. I had been with my boyfriend, Haechan, for 3 years and I could feel the love fizzling out. He was always stuck with work. The last time we went out on a date was 2 months ago to celebrate our anniversary. We hadn't made love since our anniversary. I was needy. I needed him, but work came first. I understand with being an idol, work is hard but at least I make time for my relationship.

"Haechan, please can we go on a date. It's been a while since we had one?"

"Not now, can't you see I'm busy"

"I see that but it would be nice to catch up with each other. I feel like we don't see each other anymore"

"For gods sake Y/N, get out of my face. Stop rambling on about a date. I'm working. So leave"

I placed his drink on the table before walking out. Was it too much to ask for? A simple date was all I wanted, but never I didn't receive. I went upstairs to his bedroom to change into my dance practice clothes. 

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I parked my car in the parking lot and grabbed my bags before heading into the building. I greeted the staff as I headed towards the dance studio. It took a while to get there since Hybe is a big building. As I found the studio I wanted to use I placed my bags on the floor and made my way to the centre to stretch. Whenever things felt suffocating I would come here and dance. It was peaceful and I could dance and let out the way I felt.

"Hello, is anyone in here?"

"Jimin?"

"Ah Y/N/, sorry I wasn't sure if anyone was in this studio. I will leave you to it"

"Don't stay. I could use the company right now"

He walked into the studio and sat down next to me. Jimin and I have been good friends since I joined the company 4 years ago. He was the one who helped me with my dance routines and sometimes he would help in the recording studio with me.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah, just some stuff"

"Want to talk about it?"

"I wouldn't want to bore you with my life story"

"Tell me. I am all ears"

"Ok. I think my relationship is coming to an end. He never wants to go on dates anymore. We haven't done it in 2 months. We never sleep in the bed beside each other anymore because he is always in his office or even if he round mine, he will stay in the lounge all night. I feel like I am the one making the effort for this relationship. I feel like I am at a breaking point. I can't fight for it anymore."

I felt the tears flowing down my face as Jimin pulled me close and held me. We pulled away after a couple of minutes. He wiped the tears from my eyes and gave me a reassuring smile.

"I knew from the start that something like this would happen but I didn't want to say anything because you are one my best friends and I couldn't stand in the way of something you loved and wanted to fight for. I hate to see you fighting for something that is making you upset like this. He doesn't treat you right and you need someone who does"

"Like who, it seems that everyone boy I date or seem to like they turn out to be assholes"

"What about me? Am I one those assholes?"

"Never, you are too kind and pure for this world. You've helped me throughout my career"

"Why not take a chance with me then? Right now"