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Hoseok - we belong together

warning - mild sexual reference/language

Hoseok's p.o.v

"The subtle breeze blew some of the petals off the tree as the sun slowly started to set. I remember you be in awe watching the petals fall to the ground as they decorated the pathways in the park. You loved it even more at sunset or sunrise. The pink colour of the petals against the coral and pink skies was all you ever wanted to see every day. I felt bad that I couldn't make it to every single sighting. Even now that you're not next to me I feel guilt. Guilt for not seeing the pain you were holding in. Guilt for not helping when you needed it"

"When we broke up I thought you didn't love me anymore. I had to question myself to see if I did anything wrong. You kept assuring me that it wasn't me it was you. I didn't want to think ever. You couldn't do anything wrong. You were the most bubbly and happy girl I had ever met. It was like meeting the female version of me. Little did I know that you were crumbling on the inside"

Those were all the words I wanted to say to you when I saw the other day walking in the exact park I was sat in. I wanted to ring you to check up on you but held back so I could give you more time and space. People never knew it, but I was hurting as-well. I just wanted to hold you in arms and never let you go, but I couldn't. I'm being loyal to your words. She used to keep updated for a while before leaving a message;

"Until I am ready, please do not try to get a hold of me. I am going to get myself better"

It's been one year since we last spoke and saw each other. You said you were going to situate yourself in Jeju for the year. Somewhere where there was peace of mind for her. I just hope she is better. I wonder if she is back in Seoul or still in Jeju. 

"Hyung?"

"Hey Tae"

"Still thinking about Y/N?"

"Everyday. Just hope she is better than she was a year ago"

"I'm sure hyung. Fingers crossed you two can be together again"

"I hope so. I just want to know what she's doing and if she going to be the same Y/N I saw a year ago"

"She will be I promise"

"Alright. Let's get back to practice before we get dragged back to the room"

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ONE WEEK LATER 

Nothing more was heard. I had no recollection of when or if she was ever coming back. I still wonder if she had changed both personality and appearance wise. Did she dye her hair like she always wanted to. Did her hair grow longer or did she cut it short like she always dreamed of. I was currently in the bedroom. Her side of the bed still completely neat, barely touched. Her side of the closet empty, hoping to be filled with her clothes again one day. In the bathroom there was his and her sinks. Her sink empty wanting to be filled with her skincare products. As I was deep in thought my phone rung, Namjoon's name flashing across the screen. 

"Hyung, we need you at the dance studio"

"But we aren't scheduled for practice today?"

"We got a last minute interview so we all got to go and get hair and make up done. Yoongi and I will pick you up on the way"

"Alright"

I hung the phone and went to get dressed in some suitable clothes for the interview. I grabbed my bag and waited outside for the guys to pick me up. After a while they pulled up and I got in the car. 

"Who is the interview for?"

"Zach Zang show"

"Ah ok"

"Are you ok hyung?"

"Yeah. Just thinking"

"About Y/N?"

"Yeah. Just wanting to get that phone call or text that she's back. I know I should move on but she promised that we could try and work it out when she is officially back"

"Understandable. But hyung, as the leader of our group. No moping during the interview, please?"

"I won't be moping. I've gotten good at covering it up"

They exchanged smiles with me as we arrived at the company and got ready for the interview.

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The interview had finished 20 minutes ago and we were all the cafeteria eating lunch. My phone kept ringing but I didn't want to answer unless it was Y/N at this point.

"Hobi-hyung, your phone keeps ringing. Can you just answer it because it's getting annoying"

"OK Jimin"

I picked up the phone on the 5th call and heard my mother's voice yelling down the phone.

"Yah, what took you so long to answer"

"Sorry ma, what's wrong?"

"You have to get to your house now"

"What happened?"

"Just come here. No more questions"

"Alright, I'll come as quick as I can"

I bid my goodbyes to the boys and headed towards the car that brought me here. I was desperate to get home mainly because I just didn't want to be around people anymore but my mom sounded excited to get me home. 30 minutes later the car stopped outside my house. I thanked the driver and entered the house. When I entered the house the aroma of food filled the air. Maybe mom wanted me to come home for her food? I took my shoes off and placed my phone the table before heading upstairs to change quickly.

"Eomma, I'm here!"

No reply. Hmm? Maybe she was too focused she didn't hear me. I entered the bedroom and the smell of familiar scent of vanilla filled the room. I took my current clothes off and put them in the hamper before changing back into my comfy clothes. As I walked past the closet I noticed it looked fuller than this morning. I took a quick glance and saw the other side filled up the familiar sweater and other clothes.

I ran towards the kitchen and the sight made me smile ear to ear. My love was home.

"Y/N?"

"Surprise!"

"Are you really home?"

"I'm here and I want to start up again with you. I'm better now"

"You're finally here. I can hold, kiss, cuddle, text and call you again"

"Yes you can. Thank you letting me work on myself"

I smiled at her before pulling her close and connecting our lips. The safe place I've missed for a year. My hands ran through her hair as I backed her into the counter. I picked her up and placed her upon the counter continuing to kiss her. We slowly parted as I moved the hair away from her face as I just admired her. 

"I have missed you much princess. Don't leave me again"

"I won't. I wanted to contact you everyday but had to restrict myself in order to get better"

"I am so happy that you are better. I really did you miss you"

"Hmm, what else did you miss?"

"Your lips. Your smile. Your eyes. But, I did really miss your body. I mean did you do intense workouts in Jeju?"

"Sometimes. Did you miss my body that much?"

"Craved it everyday. Not to sound pervy but I really missed hearing your moans for me"

"How about we skip dinner and catch up on what we missed for a year"

Our clothed scattered the floor later than night and I'm sure we would have a complaint from the neighbours.