BTS Imagines

Namjoon - first time 🔞

"When your breath makes my eyes close, I become a fluttering flower petal and waver. I move towards your scent that attracted me. And take you to that flame that shoots up"

I remember the first time I felt your breath against my skin. We were in our last year of high school and prom was happening. You had no one to dance with; so I put my big girl pants on and asked you to dance with me. We both didn't have a date but we didn't know each other that well to ask one another. The first dance with you felt like I had known you my entire high school life .

We were slow dancing around the school gym. My head rested against your shoulder and before I knew it; you had spun me out and back in again to my back pressed against your chest. Your breath blew over my exposed shoulder as it sent shivers sent my spine. It felt electric.

"Come into my giddy heart
What we're waiting (waiting), waiting for. I hug you more in this burning heat. Now I am a different person. So let me tell you"

The first time we spent a night together alone. We cuddled and I melted into your warm embrace. It was the middle of summer and you claimed it was too hot to cuddle or hug but I didn't care. I wanted to be in your embrace and never come out of it. The more days of summer I spent with you; I got this tingling feeling. I felt a spark every time. I was near you.

My love for you grew so much. It felt like my heart was going to explode with all the love it was holding for you. It left it for a couple of months thinking you didn't like me back. All that changed when college was soon approaching. It was warm summer's evening and we sat in the park. Cuddling. It was soon tome to go home, but you had something to tell me.

"I love you"

It took those three words you spoke for me to wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you. My stomach did flips and butterflies erupted. You kissed back. We pulled apart and smiled before kissing again.

"I don't know 'bout you. But I get butterflies. All of these feelings, these trembling hands. First time, first time. When I'm loving you. I'm always satisfied. Evеry moment with you is like first time"

Everytime we met up after college to go on dates. The butterflies got stronger and stronger. It felt like the first time I got butterflies. When we kissed those months ago. It was now winter. We was on a coffee date to keep us warm from the cold weather outside. Both of our cheeks and nose were red due to the coldness. But your hands placed themselves upon my cheeks warming them up. Those damn butterflies fluttered in my stomach again. We shared another kiss that day.

"Tеll me now, whisper it to me, don't be shy (Hey!). Tell me now, don't keep me guessing. Oh, my heart that I couldn't give to anyone (My heart). Is wrapping around you"

It's true. I couldn't bring myself to give my heart to anyone. But you came into my life and just like that you opened me up. For the last month I've been urging to ask you to be mine officially. I didn't want to lose you. I wanted you forever. It was after a year of going on dates and being comfortable with one another that I asked you out, only you beat me to it.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

I happily said yes and jumped into your arms with a big smile on my face before kissing you over and over.

"Strawberry kisses taste so good to me
I feel dizzy due to this ticklish feeling
My head is spinning, oh you're so sweet
You are like the first time"

The day your lips tasted sweet is a day I'll never forget. We were having a picnic in our favourite spot at the park. You had made Japchae whilst I made sandwiches and chocolate covered strawberries. The wicker basket sat at the bottom of the picnic blanket underneath the umbrella to keep the chocolate from somewhat melting in the medium spring heat.

You were wearing shorts with a loose top and a thin cardigan. An outfit I love you in when spring/summer comes around. I watched as you ate a strawberry before feeding me the other half. A smile plastered onto your face as you watched me in awe. By the time you had fed me that strawberry; all the food was gone. A success is what we both called it. We laid on the blanket under the umbrella to help block the sun out of our eyes whilst we cuddled. You lips placed upon my temple before I looked up at you. Gently placing my lips upon yours tasting the strawberries from our picnic. My favourite type of kisses.

"Hey!) When that hand touches me
(Hey!) I'll leave my whole body to your hands (I'll leave my whole body to your hands)
(Hey!) I'm always satisfied (Oh)
Every moment with you is like first time, first time"

After a year of dating we finally had our first time with each other. We had come back to our shared college apartment after a romantic dinner. We both mutually agreed that we should take it to the next level. There was no telling of when that next level moment would be until you had pinned me against the wall and connected our lips. My hands roamed through your hair as you lifted me up and wrapped my legs around your waist. I felt the bed underneath me as we pulled apart to look at one another.

"We can do this"

Your words of encouragement made my grab your face and kiss you again. This time I sat up and straddled your lap. Your hand rested on my ass lifting my dress up to reveal the red lace panties I decided to wear. My hands worked on removing your tie and shirt from your body as you unzipped my dress and three it on the floor. Our underwear came off next and you wanted no time in pushing yourself into me wanting a moan from my mouth.

"Fuck, keep going Joon"

Those were my words of encouragement for you as you picked up the pace so much that the headboard was banging against the wall. You kept until our sheets were stained and our bodies were shaking.

"Best first time ever"