If Only

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If only I made a different choice

That night I decided

One cut would be alright

If I had made a different choice

Maybe then I wouldn't have to worry

About the scars

If only I would've stopped myself.

If only I didn't decide

That skipping one meal

Would help me become

My twisted image of beautiful.

If only I made different choices

Before I went blindly into destruction

If only I would've stopped myself

Then maybe I wouldn't be me

This broken, empty shell of a person

Maybe I would be happier with myself.

If only I made a different choice

Maybe I wouldn't be

So broken.

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