Random Feelings Crap

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I stopped talking as much
To see if anyone would notice
I stopped taking
Because I felt like
If I did
Maybe I would bother less people
With my petty problems.
But now
I just feel really alone
Really lost
And I don't know how
To tell my friends
Because I feel like I bother them
How can I talk to my friends
When I feel like I shouldn't
I feel guilty
If I say anything?

I want to tell someone
So badly
That I am close to the edge
But I'm afraid
That no one will even care.
So I keep it deep inside
Where no one can find it
Because I know
One day
I will jump off the edge
And I won't have to feel this anymore.

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