My Dark Poetry

Relapse

The days seem to pass by slower

As my condition gets worse

Hour by hour

Minute by minute

Second by second

I thought I was getting better

Everyone thought

I was getting better

When really I slowly got worse

I was sliding down a dark slope

That I couldn't stop myself

From slipping down

I'm getting worse

All over again.

Relapses are shit

Because you feel terrible

For falling into that trap again

The trap that your whole world

Is falling apart

And that the only way out

Is to cut your skin

Tie a rope around your neck

Put a bullet in your head

Or starve yourself to death.

Relapses are shit

Because the moment you thought you were getting better

You just in reality

Were getting worse.