My Dark Poetry

I'm so done

I'm done,

I'm so done with living like this,

All my life behind someone's shadow,

Where no one can notice me,

Or hear my silent screams for help,

I don't care anymore,

I don't want help,

I want to give up.

For years I thought I was happy,

But I was just lying to myself,

I was never happy,

Life has taken it's toll,

And I'm ready to say goodbye.

I'm done with always being alone,

Feeling alone,

Every second of every single day,

I want someone to notice me,

To notice that something is different,

But no one ever does,

All they see is someone I'm not,

Someone I always wanted to be,

It's too late now though,

They will know the truth,

When they read the note,

That lays at my side.

I'm done,

So goodbye cruel world,

I never liked it here anyway.