My Dark Poetry

'Phase'

My parents just blow me off

And tell me this depression

Is just a phase

They act as if

Everything is fine

And still treat me

The same way

But they don't understand

How badly it hurts

When they yell

And they ignore me

Because honestly

To me it isn't a phase

To me it's like a black hole

Slowly sucking me in.

I'm loosing my grip

On reality

But no mom

It's just a fucking 'phase'

Not a mental disorder

I'm not dying inside

I'm not hurting

I'm just going through a phase

But Mom you don't understand

That this 'phase'

Is slowly ripping me apart.

This 'phase' is slowly

But surely

Breaking me

And one day

There will be nothing left

But a cold grave

And you will say "It wasn't just a phase".