I wonder when this started
I can't remember when the pain
Finally surfaced
And took over
My every waking thought
Was I ever happy
Being myself
Was I ever happy
With the reflection
In the mirror
Did I ever
Wear a genuine smile
Did I once
Bring joy into someone's life?
I can't remember a time
That I was ever at peace with myself
When I actually
Enjoyed being
The person I was
No matter what size.
I can't remember
What my skin looked like
Without the scars
That run deep
Into my skin.
I just can't seem to remember
A time before
The pain surfaced
A time when I was happy
A time when my mind was in peace
I can't seem to remember
Anything before
This pain.
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My Dark Poetry
PoetrySome poems that I write mostly how I feel, I don't know why I'm publishing this I guess I just felt like it. So I hope you at least like them. Please no negative comments. If you have any questions or suggestions please pm me. Yeah so that's pretty...
