Over the edge

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I'm slowly but surely

Going over the edge

I'm in too deep

And I can't fight

My way out of

This dark hole

I was dragged into.

With every word

You say I fall deeper

With every disappointing look

And every comment

On how I should be better

All you do is yell

And it's slowly making me

Lose myself even more.

Every time she asks for help

Every single time

She tells me

That she is going to do it

She's going to go to heaven

She always backs out

But only if I say I care

She is slowly

Making me loose my mind

Stressing me over

Not knowing

If she is going to be alive tomorrow.

There are a lot more reasons

Why I am slowly

But surely being pushed

Over the edge

Over the edge of a cliff

To my certain death

Life is pushing me

Testing me

And I'm failing

I want to walk

To the end of the cliff

And take the jump

Just so you don't have to waste your time

Trying to push me

Off the edge.

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