I can't stop

41 3 0
                                    

I can't stop screwing up

I keep relapsing

Instead of getting better

I continue getting worse

And no one knows

I'm afraid to say

Anything to my friends

Because I feel

Like they'll just blow it off

And think I'm attention seeking.

So I don't tell anyone

When I'm relapsing

And I can't stop

I can't stop

Slicing my skin

When I'm all alone

I can't stop looking

At the bottle of pills

In the kitchen

I can't stop

Skipping meals

And saying I'm not hungry

I just can't stop

Screwing up my life.

I'm like a mess

That keeps getting worse

Every time I relapse

Every single time

I can't stop.

My Dark PoetryWhere stories live. Discover now