The First Time

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Tonight a miracle happened,

I though of myself differently,

I looked in the mirror,

And could see someone,

Behind all the hate I have built,

Over the past year,

Tonight,

Was the first time,

In a long time,

Where I ever thought of myself,

As anything other than,

Ugly,

Fat,

And worthless.

Tonight I saw myself as beautiful,

The one thing,

That I thought I wasn't,

Was staring right back at me,

I could see some beauty,

Behind the hate,

Which had suprised me,

I thought I was ugly.

Tonight I thought I was beautiful,

For the first time in a long time.

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