Everywhere I go
I see beautiful people
Beautiful skinny people
With perfect smiles
And perfect lives
I look at them in awe
And jealousy
Wishing I could be
Like them.
They make me stare
At my reflection for hours
Picking out
Every little flaw
That I see.
They make me
Starve myself
For days and weeks on end.
They make me purge
After I've eaten
Too much.
I hate going places
And being reminded
That I'm fat
And ugly
I hate being here
When all I feel
Is self conscious
I hate leaving the house
Terrified that ill hate myself
Even more.
Everywhere I go
I see perfection
But when I go home
And stare in the mirror
All I see is
Imperfection.
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My Dark Poetry
PoetrySome poems that I write mostly how I feel, I don't know why I'm publishing this I guess I just felt like it. So I hope you at least like them. Please no negative comments. If you have any questions or suggestions please pm me. Yeah so that's pretty...
