Falling
Faster and faster
Deeper and deeper
Into the dark hole
That used to be
My happy carefree mind
But now it is filled
With battles
And thoughts
Of letting go
Blood has been shed
And pounds have been lost
But my mind
Is far from done
With torturing me
Day by day
Week by week
Month by month
Year by year.
My mind won't let me
Forget the past
And all the mistakes I've made
That have made me
This messed up shit
That I am today.
My mind won't let me
See a future for myself
Convincing me
That there is no hope
No future in store.
So I obey
My mind
A slave to it
Each day.
I stood on a ledge
Ten stories up
I looked down
At the world below
Telling my mind
This is it
This is the last time
You will control me
Then....
I jumped.
But I will always remember
My death was the first
And last thing
My mind and I ever agreed on.
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My Dark Poetry
PoetrySome poems that I write mostly how I feel, I don't know why I'm publishing this I guess I just felt like it. So I hope you at least like them. Please no negative comments. If you have any questions or suggestions please pm me. Yeah so that's pretty...
