My Dark Poetry

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My story is not a fairy tale,

Neither is it a happy little story to tell to everyone,

Nor it is one to be remembered,

By many people,

Throught all of my life I never thought I would be loved,

By anyone,

Well except for my family,

Then she came along,

And now I feel happy,

But although I'am happy,

I feel terrible for hating myself,

I have been starving,

Cutting,

And everyday I felt bad,

For not telling the girl I love,

The most in this world,

When I starve I wonder what she would say,

When I tell her,

Will she stay,

Or will she go away?

To find someone else,

Who doesn't hate who they are,

Who doesn't look in the mirror and think she is ugly,

Fat,

And worthless.

I know how she feels,

But I was too scared,

To come out and tell her,

For fear of being abandoned,

And lose the girl I love.