This happens every year
It's supposed to be
A very special day
In your life
But for me
Everything just seems
To fall apart even more.
Alone
I'm always alone
Even when I'm surrounded by people
I still feel so alone inside
My mind won't leave me alone
I always seem
To find something
To be upset about.
Forgotten
Always forgotten
By my family
Whom say they love me
When really it feels like they don't.
Today is supposed to be
A happy day
But to me
It feels like any other
Miserable day of my life
The demons don't stop
My self esteem is still low
My mind won't turn off
Even when it's supposed to be
A happy day.
Birthdays are supposed to be special
Then why to me
Does it feel like
Everyone would be better off
If I wasn't born?
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My Dark Poetry
PuisiSome poems that I write mostly how I feel, I don't know why I'm publishing this I guess I just felt like it. So I hope you at least like them. Please no negative comments. If you have any questions or suggestions please pm me. Yeah so that's pretty...