Birthday

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This happens every year

It's supposed to be

A very special day

In your life

But for me

Everything just seems

To fall apart even more.

Alone

I'm always alone

Even when I'm surrounded by people

I still feel so alone inside

My mind won't leave me alone

I always seem

To find something

To be upset about.

Forgotten

Always forgotten

By my family

Whom say they love me

When really it feels like they don't.

Today is supposed to be

A happy day

But to me

It feels like any other

Miserable day of my life

The demons don't stop

My self esteem is still low

My mind won't turn off

Even when it's supposed to be

A happy day.

Birthdays are supposed to be special

Then why to me

Does it feel like

Everyone would be better off

If I wasn't born?

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