Exist

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There are nights
When I would rather
Be alone with my dangerous thoughts
Than have to deal
With the toxic people
That will be at school the next morning.
The pointless drama
The teachers
Endless nights and days
Of worry and stress.
I'm tired of everything
Not just school
I'm tired of existing
I'm tired of breathing,
Lately it is hard to breathe
It feels as if
There is a weight on my chest
And no one can save me.
I'm tired of living
I'm tired of trying
I don't care about my grades
I don't care about my health
I'm just done caring about life
About myself
About everything
I just want to curl into my bed
And sleep forever
Never have to wake up
In hopes that if I do wake up
I'll be in a place
Where I can finally be free
Finally be happy
To exist.

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