My Dark Poetry

Destruction

I am the master

Of my own destruction

Whatever I do

Will never be good enough

Never be pretty enough

And never perfect.

All I ever wanted

Was to be thin pretty and tall

Just like all the other girls

I see walking down the hall

Their bones are so profound

And all I see is fat

They have perfect lives

And my life is shit.

I was always the master

Of my own self destruction

And I went too far

Destroying myself

And everyone around me

Just by telling a few lies

Here and there

I ruined lives

And I can't stand knowing that.

I am a piece of destruction

Not to be trusted

And forever unloveable

I am destruction

To anyone I've ever cared about

I always seem to push them away

When what I really need

Is for one to stay

I am destruction

And no one can stop me

From destroying you too.