𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʟʟ

- ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ -

- 2 months later -

I still want her. I can't have her though.
It's like we were never even together because now she's dating Fred fucking Weasley. I feel like she's forgotten all about how in love we used to be. Louis fucking hates me because Angela broke up with him for me but I turned her down. How is that even my fault. We haven't seen Blaise (thank god) or Dahlia for a while and life all together just isn't good right now.

It all started last month when the Gryffindors were hosting a game night. They invited us so we went, at this time me and y/n weren't back together but we were flirting a lot. Louis and Angela were still together and things were kind of alright, I just needed my y/n. Anyway, Ginny was at the door letting people in, it was only a small group of people. There weren't any Hufflepuffs but two Ravenclaws, (Luna Lovegood and Cho Chang)Some Gryffindors and us Slytherins. As soon as we sat down in a circle, Fred and George ran in with a bottle. "First up.." Fred began saying. "It's a classic." George continued then they both said together, "spin the bottle!" I sighed knowing that there was no way it would land on y/n if I spun it because she was sat right next to me. "But instead of kissing the person it lands on they get asked truth or dare." Fred explains and I honestly think I sighed of relief. I didn't want anyone kissing my y/n. Fred span the bottle and it began slowing down dangerously close in the area me and y/n were in and finally it stopped on her. "Truth or dare?" Fred asked looking at y/n. "Truth.." she said hesitantly and Fred smirked. "How many people have you slept with?" He finally asked and immediately I looked at her.
"..Four.." She confessed but I fucking wish she hadn't.

I had only slept with her once so who were the other three? "Follow up question..who?" Fred asked smirking and y/n gulped. "Draco.., Oliver, umm Louis and Adrian." She confessed. I was only a little shocked about Adrian and Oliver because she's dated them before but Louis, I needed to know. I glanced at Louis and he just grinned trying not to laugh. After an awkward moment of silence y/n span the bottle round and it landed on Luna. Through out the night everyone told secrets and did dares but then when everyone was doing their own thing Fred began hitting on my y/n. And she was flirting with him too. Can you believe that? I even tried to talk to her at one point but she just said 'one minute..'
one minute passed, then two, then three, then an hour. Almost everyone had gone except for the Gryffindors and me and y/n. I was just trying to wait for y/n. "You ready to go?" I asked her and she finally acknowledged my existence but I wish she hadn't. "I'm going to stay here tonight, I'll see you tomorrow." She smiled.

And just like that..
She was out of reach and things only got worse from there. One of the worse times was in the library where people were meant to be studying and they kissed for a total of five minutes and 26 seconds. I counted. Anyway yesterday, they got into their first aguement about how Ginny doesn't like y/n or something I couldn't tell a word she was saying because she was crying so much. Anyway they made up like not even ten minutes after like what the ғᴜᴄᴋ..
Me and y/n would get into arguments everyday and it would take us days to get over it. He strides in with fucking flowers and saying sorry and he's stole her heart again.

I need her still..
She's my drug..
And I have a dangerous addiction.