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Endamour- be filled with love for..

I crave her when I'm not with her. I'm addicted when I'm with her. Does she feel the same about me? That's what I always think. I know she wouldn't go to the lengths that I would go to for her but is she addicted to me? Maybe she is, maybe she isn't. But I 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 her to feel the same way one day. I know what she likes what she doesn't like better than herself. I know how she feels about someone or something better than she does. I know this because I am addicted to her. I am addicted to 𝒚/𝒏.

I glided my thumb up and down the back of her hand. Up and down. Up and down. Softly. Her eyes fluttered open and I smiled kissing her cheek. "Good morning love.." I whispered in her ear. "Good morning Draco.." she said as she stretched. The way my name sounded as she said it was like heaven. As she stood up, I watched as she walked to my curtains and opened them slightly. I squeezed my eyes shut as the light hit them. Today was Saturday and I got to spend the whole day with my y/n. As she went into the drawer that had many of her clothes in it that she had left, she got some clothes out and went into my bathroom. I heard the shower turn on and I sat there waiting for her to finish. After what felt like forever, she came out wearing:

I smirked at her as she walked out and I got out of bed

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I smirked at her as she walked out and I got out of bed. I got some jeans out and a graphic tshirt and I went into my bathroom and got in the shower. I don't think me and y/n have had a shower together yet. That's what we will be doing tonight. I got out and dried myself off before getting ready and when I got out of the shower, she was laying on my bed reading something. Then I fucking realised what it was. A letter that I was going to give to her in fourth year. It was a letter confessing my love to her but I was too scared to give it her so I hid it in my drawer.

𝑾𝒆𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒅𝒂𝒚 5𝒕𝒉 𝑱𝒖𝒍𝒚 1995

𝑻𝒐 𝒚/𝒏,

𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒔, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔, 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒕. 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒐. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒕. 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒚/𝒏. 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆.

𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔,

𝑫𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒐 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒇𝒐𝒚 𝒙𝒙

Shit. Shit. Shit. "What the fuck is this Draco.." y/n asked throwing the letter at me. I caught it and stared down at it, I felt my cheeks go warm. "I-it's a letter.." I explained gulping. "Yes but you threaten me. What the fuck was you going to do to me if we never started dating?" Y/n asked looking up at me. Then she threw a piece of cruppled paper at me and I opened it. I forgot that I had drew this. It was a drawing of y/n but in the drawing, she was nude. It was what I imagined her to look like. "Y/n..I can explain.." I say getting more and more stressed. "No I can fucking explain!" She yelled. Was she going to break up with me? "You have always been obsessed with me Draco..and it made me feel uncomfortable but I never said anything because I was too polite and I thought by dating you, you would stop being so obsessed with me. But look at you! You're fucking clingy, insane, aggressive and just weird.." she said taking a deep breath after. I felt my heart shatter. How could all of this happen in a few seconds. "N-no you're in love with me.." I say rubbing her cheek with my thumb. "No I'm fucking not so get that idea out of your fucking head!" Y/n yelled and I took a step towards her as she pushed my arm away from her. "Don't say stuff like that.." I whispered trying to stay calm. I thought she loved me. "I am fucking endamoured with you and you hate me.." I sigh looking at her. "Get the fuck out of my room!" I yelled at her and she quickly left and as soon as I heard the door close, I cried. I cried for hours and hours. I cried because y/n decieved me. I cried because y/n doesn't love me. I just cried. She will be mine one day. Like I said in the letter. Whether she has a choice or not. But then I realised that her love for me was a lie. It was all a lie.

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