BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR

🌹LOVE AND DEVOTION🌹

"Its a pain Sabrina." Ash groaned out turning to face the wall of the cell as he felt the heat from the pillow hurt his face. He sat on the bed flipping it over to cold side as Sabrina looked at him.

"Who knows. Relationships aren't that bad are they? Surely you must have a good relation with your pokemons right." She asked as Ash clicked his tongue closing his eyes.

"We are talking about humans. Relationships demand a lot. Love, time, devotion, respect. And a lot more than that. I am stupid in that case." He said closing his eyes when Sabrina looked at him. He sounded so cold and bitter. It wasn't like the Ash who saved her back years ago. It sounded like he didn't cared about anything else than himself.

"Then what about me?" She asked.

"What about you?" He asked not opening his eyes.

"What about our relation. Surely it isn't just a timepass right." She asked. Maybe Ash heard some hope in it for some reason. Hearing Ash say relations are a pain was a little harsh for her. Ash had most loving relations among anyone she knew. She pushed her family aside but Ash had them. Even if he didn't cared. She cared about it. She cared about Ash.

"What about our relation? It is just that you are talking buddy right." Ash said as a pang of jealousy hitted in her heart. Talking buddy. After all of this.. After all these night, all this time, all these talks. Didn't she opened to him and he opened to her. Didn't they told each other their darkest secrets and now he was saying it was nothing.

It hurted her for some reason. And she knew the reason. A reason she didn't wanted to believe in.

Sabrina was rational and smart but something within her engulfed her in jealousy and rage when he said she meant nothing to him. He didn't exactly said it but he refused to elaborate it further too.

"Oh yeah.. Just talking buddy. Like fuck buddies right. I bet your relationship with that honey blondie Serena was perfect." She spat at him as his eyes shot open.

"Or that bluenette Dawn. Or the brunette May. Maybe the one you travelled kanto with. Misty was it Or was it Lillie?" She spat at him as he shot around furiously. Her crimson eyes looked in his eyes when she placed her hands over her mouth in an attempt to stop herself. She said too much.

"Ash I.."

"Get out of here." He said as she tried to place her hands on his shoulder.

"I SAID GET OUT." He roared out yanking her hand away as she looked at him. She didn't wanted to hurt him like this. His eyes glistened with tears as she mentally slapped herself.

"What do you know about relations Sabrina. Didn't you threw away your family." His words cut through her soul like a knife through butter as he stood on his bed. She didn't said anything in her defense.

"What do you know Sabrina? Nothing. Nothing about me, nothing abot relationships. All you know is to turn people in dolls you damn witch." He spat back with as much venom as he could. She said nothing. She stood there. It was her fault to begin with but it hurted. His words hurted worse than anything because they were true.

And she helped Ash because she didn't wanted him to walk the same path.

"I am sorry." She disappeared from his sight as he slammed his fist on the wall next to him as hard as he could.

"I hate you Sabrina."
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(A FEW YEARS LATER)

"Don't you dare run away Ash." She crawled onto him on the bed holding him in his position as her eyelids fluttered seductively holding Ash in his position with her arms.