English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood

Me&Calum??

I can't think straight after all that Cal said in the store I don't know what to do.

He acted so casual when we went for pizza yesterday like he hadn't just dropped a huge bomb shell.

I new that he loves me as a best friend but not girlfriend.We need to talk,big time.

If his plan to 'help me' involves me cheating on Will I can't do it.

Will might have been a dick lately for not wanting me to see Calum anymore but he doesn't deserve that.

I decide to Call Will before Calum has a chance.
"Will we need to talk"

"About what"

"I think we should break up"

"Why Jess"

"You tried to change my friendships and that was a step to far.Will I never see you anymore,this isn't much of a relationship."

"What so your leaving me for Calum"

"No why would I do that you idiot I'm lesbian.See this is why we're braking up you don't trust me.By will"
I put the phone down so he couldn't answer.

He's not gonna find out that I actually kinda was leaving him for Cal.Also he won't find out that I'm straight he's moved 300miles away.

Maybe I was leaving him for Cal I don't know,i love cal but I'm not sure a relationship would work.

That's what I'm craving though to have that something extra with him.To keep our perfect friendship but with perks,like kissing him when ever I liked.Cuddiling for a long time,being snuggled up with him in bed and not get Judged.

I think I'm falling for my best friend and I'm worried.He knows all my secrets,Cal knows that I love him.Maybe it's just the wrong time.

Quickly I get bombarded with texts of Will.
The last thing I wanted to do was deal with his abuse on my own so I call Calum.

Even though it's 2:30am he still picked up on the second ring.
"Cal will you come over"

"Yeh but how come your up its 2:30"

"I can't sleep,i broke up with Will and I can't help thinking about what you said"

"I'll be over in a minute just ignore Will,make sure
Your windows open."

"Okay thanks Cal but don't give me a heart attach again"

"I'll be careful just sit next to the window"

"Okay cal,see ya soon"

"Bye Jess"

I sat by the window with my 5sos T-shirt and jog pants on.

The boys don't have that many fans so they give me some merch.My shirt is so comfy though ,and I love supporting the boys.

About 2 minutes later Calum was at my door.I helped him up and he looked wide awake.
"Why don't you just use the door like a normal person."I asked him as he laid on my bed.

"Because I'm not normal.If I used the door it would wake your mum and Dad up"

"What and climbing through my window wont"

"Nope,are they awake."

"Your right but Thanks for coming Cal,i don't know what to do"

"Come on,talk to me"
He said and opens his arms for a hug. I accepted and got comfy in his arms.

"I miss this Cal"

"Miss what?"

"Being able to hug you and not worry about what Will would do."