Heartbreak Girl

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Calum's PoV:
Since Alex come back two weeks ago Jess has been a lot happier.Im glad because seeing her happy makes me happy,and being able to make that smile of hers brighter is amazing.

"Cal,can I ask you something?"Jess said sitting cross legged at the end of my bed.A small smirk on her face.

"You know this deal thing with Alex"

"Yeh"

"There's still two weeks left of the month"

"Jess where is this heading?"I asked knotting my eyebrows together.

"Well lately when we've been making out and stuff,its been getting heated"

"Yeh,very"i sniggered at the memory of her face when I had to take a very, very long cold shower.
"Cal I'm serious,but it's been different.Im not worried about doing it with you anymore"

Well that was a big shock,three years I've been saving myself for this girl for three years.Three years for the girl I love,but I'm not sure if she will.Not yet anyways.She says she will,but I know her and she doesn't really think about things sometimes.
"Calum say something please"she sighed laying down beside me.

"When ever your ready baby,but not unless your sure"
I told her wrapping my arm around her shoulders and kissing her forehead.

"Yeh I'm ready but not till the time comes,okay?"

"More than okay"i rolled over on top of her and kissed down her neck.
"Jess when ever your ready"
I told her wrapping my arms around her waist.

"Calum stop"she laughed running her fingers through my messy hair.

"What's wrong?"shit what have I done now,i hope I don't have a boner again.Fuck sake Calum ,pull yourself together you complete idiot.

"Your hair was tickling me don't get so worried."
I moved my hand and placed it on her cheek then pushed a few stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were glistening in the morning light which made me smile widely.The way the chocolate colour in them faded in the middle was truly beautiful.Ive always longed for such interesting eyes like hers.
"What's that big smile for cal?"

"Nothing,your just perfect"
I tilted my head down and pushed my lips back on hers.
"Your cheeks get chubbier when you smile Cal,its cute"
She placed her hand on my face and glanced into my eyes.
"Nothing can beat chubby cheeks"i winked at her and she snuggled into my chest.

"I'm gonna head home soon,to get changed."she said making a random pattern on my chest with her fingers.

"Mind if I tag along, Alex said he's gonna help me with some songs for the band"

"Corse it is,as long as you sing for me."
When i sing for Jess I usually fuck it up,its just the way she looks at me when I'm singing.Her eyes make me melt and I can't concentrate.

"Maybe"i told her playing with her hair.
"Good lets go"she said pulling me up of my bed.

"Wait I need to get dressed"i told her and she spun around on the heel of her foot realising I was half naked with just my pants on.

"Sorry Cal,you can get dressed"she smiled gazing at my eyes.

I slipped on the usual black jeans and converse, my vans t-shirt and was ready to go to Jess' house.
"So what songs have you wrote then?I heard you singing a new song they other day"
She asked over my shoulder and I gave her a piggy back ride to her house.

"Where you spying on me?"
I asked her wiggling my eyebrows.

"No you were singing in the shower they other day,i don't think you realised."

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