English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood

Airport

Jess' PoV:
My pillow was wet from tears when I woke up.
Well not my pillow, Calum's.I haven't left him once these past two days even though we're not together anymore.

I opened my eyes and there was Calum fully dressed laid staring at me.
"Why didn't you wake me?"
"I just wanted to look at you"he said crying.
"God Calum don't cry I've already cried my self to sleep."
"I know"he said hugging me.

We stayed like that, silently sobbing to each other.I just want to be in his arms for ever...i just love him so much it's hard to explain.I feel fiscally sick thinking I'll have to say goodbye to my best friend, who I love infinitely in a matter of hours.

He quickly pecked my lips before his mum walked in the door.She had a box of tissues and was also crying.

"Jess here"she handed my the box and I wiped my eyes before giving them to Calum.
"Mum when do we need to go?"
"Soon son.And Jess you can come round anytime or even stay the night, I don't mind.It'll be strange not having anyone in here."

"I'd love to....I don't want to sound rude but I need to get dressed so could you-"
"Oh sorry darling I'll leave you to it."

I got my clothes out to get ready...well not entirely all of them were mine.
•Calum's tshirt
•Calum's hoodie
•my jeans

I pulled the hoodie over my hands and he giggled.
"You've got sweater paws"he giggled again kissing my forehead.

"I'm gonna miss you, but this is for the best"I sighed hugging him.
"I know and I have to keep telling myself that...at the minute to me it feels like the end of this god damn world!"
"Yes cal you do.But please call me when ever you can"
"I will, now we have to go"he said picking up his suitcase as I trailed out of the door behind him.

-
A lump started to form in my throat when Connor pulled up outside.

I ran to Alex and jumped on him after he said goodbye to Zoë and Lilly.After I latched onto him I broke down crying.

"Hey heyyyy your gonna make yourself ill crying this much."Alex hugged me tight like he was trying to squeeze all my broken pieces together.

"Al I don't know what I'm gonna do"I said and stood back on the floor still hugging me.

"I know and I promise it will get easier I'll always be at the end of the phone."
"But oh shit"I said crying again causing a huge head ace.

"Jess come on"Calum said pulling me into the car with him.Followed by Alex who called shotgun.

Me being sat on Cals knee wasn't the best idea as we were both crying and he was covered in tears.

Mine and his.
"How are you going to sleep?We won't be able to talk every night."I asked in a shakey croaky voice as I took a deep breath(trying to compose myself.)

"Fuck knows"he mumbled hugging me.

-
So it began, the goodbyes.
The boys and their family's were already there and Calum's arrived shortly after Us.

"So"Michael said walking over to Us.
"Jess I'm not going to be able to see that squishy face for three hole months."

"I'm gonna miss you Clifford"I smiled for the first time all day when he playfully shook my chubby cheeks.

After a very long hug with Michael Ashton walked over.
"I've just said bye to Lauren she wanted to see you."

"I'll go see her soon.Im gonna miss you jiggly puff."he laughed a little and hugged me tight.
"Go see Harry Ash he's waving like a loon.Im gonna miss you okay.Alicia can't be with you anymore but I still love you."

"Jess your one of my best friends I love you too.Harry has a crush on you that's why he's waving..."
"Oh I'll go talk to him."I smiled over at him.

"He'll flirt with you!"Ashton warned me with a laugh.
"Typical Irwin"

Once I stood back next to Calum and he was squeezing my hand."I love you baby"he whispered in my ear then kissed my cheek.

Michael looked over at us sympathetically then rolled his eyes when I kissed Calum.I kissed him like we used to then he pulled me into his chest for a hug.

"Thank you"
"What for?"
"Not forgetting about us."
"How could I?"I mumbled as I snuggled into him.

Someone's hands where over my eyes.
"Guess who?"Luke said in a very deep voice.

"Lukas Robert Hemmings?"I asked turning around.
"Yep it's Luke"
When I turned around my head was near his rib cage.

"Luke you've grew will you even be able to stand in the plane."
"I'm not sure...Jess?"
He whispered In My ear after bending down a little.

"Yeh"I mumbled,
"Are you and Calum back together?"
"No, look after him Luke."
"I will."

-
The boarding area of the plane was very crowded.All the boys family's around.
I'd been sat with Calum for a while sitting on his knee snuggling.

"Alex is gesturing for us to come over."
"Come on then"I took his hand and pulled him towards Alex.

He looked at our hands intertwined and sighed.
"Guys"then he hugged both of us.

"I'm sorry"
"Alex it's not your fault."
"I shouldn't have backed them up on splitting you up."
"Alex we'll be okay I promise."Calum said and squeezed my hand again.

"So what did you two do last night?"
"I cried"
"And I hugged her."

I began to cry again feeling a tear drop down my cheek.
Alex wiped it away and took a deep breath as I hugged him.

"The plane will be boarding soon, what else is bothering you?"
Alex asked concerned.
"I think you already know the answer."

Calum hugged me again placing a soft kiss on my forehead.He nuzzled his head into my messy hair and I stayed hugging him until the speaker went of.

"Flight 16752 to Sydney this is the first boarding call.Please make your way to terminal three!"

"Shit!"I mumbled crying again.I really need to get myself together.
"Babe this is just the first call I don't need to go yet."
"But you are soon."
"Jess take deep breaths I'm here and your not going to be on your own.Remember that because your not alone.I love you!"

"Calum I love you.I know that but it's not you guys."
"You've got your mum, my mum, Mali.They all love you."

"Flight 16752 this is the last boarding call.Please get to terminal three."

"I guess this is it"I cried into Calum's shoulder.He sniffled and tilted my head up to his(I could see his watery eyes.)

Before I could do anything he kissed me as much as he could until Alex shouted him.
"I love you"he said before walking away from me.

"I LOVE YOU ALL TOO"I shouted as they all waved us off.
Sloppily I fell into the chair behind me and tucked my knees up to my chest.

"Hey Jess do you need some air"mum said pulling me into a hug.
"I need them"I cried to her as she tried to comfort me but not very well.

"I'm gonna go for a little walk.Tell Connor I'll walk home."
"You can't walk all the way."

"Mum I need to"