Jess PoV:
Just as I was about to tell Michael about everything that's been happening lately.Ashton came running towards us at full speed.He stopped and began speaking straight away while panting for breath.
"Jess...why didn't...you tell..me?Alicia said about what your dad found when we saw you all walking of.Shit"he finished off catching his breath and pulled me into a brotherly hug."Can some one please tell me what's going on?"
"Her dad found them"Calum spoke like he was going to cry and I sat down between the pair of them in the sand.I leaned my head on Calum's shoulder.Even though he was pretty drunk he still cared, even the first time he got this drunk he still cared.While I told Michael everything that's been happening: being scared for college, not wanting to be on my own etc.And cleared it up with Ashton Calum had his arm around my shoulder the hole time.
"I'm sorry about earlier"Calum whispered in my ear and kissed my temple.
"I guess I forgive you Hood, but your on thin ice""I love you"he giggled.
"Yeh but you're drunk"i smiled before taking his hand to catch up with the rest of the boys.Shortly after we started dancing again Calum wanted to get a drink."babe I'm gonna get a drink"he smiled proudly.
"Your not you'll get alcohol poisoning"
"Then what am I supposed to do?"
"Wait there and I'll get you some water"i said sitting him down and leaning in to kissing his lips.Just as I was about to pull away he moved his arms so I fell onto his lap.
Calum pulled me closer and wouldn't let me escape the kiss, it was enjoyable at first but began to taste like the alcohol he had been drinking.Just as Calum pulled away smiling we heard laughing from behind us.
"I can't believe you two, but no baby making"Alex smiled taking my hand and pulling me off Calum's lap."You two want any drinks?"
"I do but just water for Calum he's already too drunk"
"So you need to catch up then?"Alex smiled.
"No come on"i said walking towards the bar with my cousin by my side ."Water and two vodka and cokes"Alex told the bar man who kept glancing at me.
"How you doing?"Alex asked after handing me my drink.
"Good"
"Anything else for you beautiful"the bar man asked with a wink and I quickly answered NO.
"she's taken"alex told him.
"You look a little old for her"
"Not me idiot just leave her alone okay"
The bar man walked off to another customer and we headed back to were we left Calum."Thanks"i told Alex.
"He was a dickhead and I can tolerate Hood as your boyfriend.So I was just looking out for you""Your the best"i smiled taking the glass of water for Calum of him as we approached the deck he was sat at.
When we turned the corner my heart dropped instantly, along with the glass of water.Also the tears unwillingly falling from my eyes.
"What's wrong?"Alex said as he was still looking down at me.Although I couldn't take my eyes of the scene in font of me that broke my heart in one quick motion.
I couldn't speak at all the only noise that came out of my mouth where crys, crys because of him.Calum Hood: my best friend, my shoulder to cry on,my love, my everything, my boyfriend just cheated on me.I felt the lump in my throat grown as Alex stormed towards him.
"Alex don't"i cried as his fist lunged at Calum's face.The girl that was on his lap and just kissed those lips that I loved so much had moved now.She seemed to have disappeared, but when I saw her again she looked so slutty.
A skimpy black dress that was basically like a belt instead of a dress, a push up bra evident and hair black and matted.Id never wear anything like that so what the fuck is wrong with Calum.
"Save it"i heard Alex mumble to Calum as he walked back towards me.
"Jess please I'm sorry, I love you.Jessica"Calum shouted once I started to walk away and I could still hear him calling me so I ran.Ran to God knows where I just ran, I needed to get away.Away from all the shit in my life.
So I ran to our old den that we found the other week and sat there and cried.All the time I was running towards it I heard footsteps behind me and someone call my name a couple of times.It wasn't Calum, I know his voice and the way he runs.Even if it was he doesn't deserve to talk to me now, maybe not ever.
When I got comfy on a rock the person that had been following me came and sat beside me.
Luke.
He didn't say much at first just pulled me into a hug and let me cry into his shoulder for what seemed like hours."You shouldn't have left Cerys"i told him.
"She's fine she was a little drunk and went back to the house awhile ago."
"Thanks for caring enough to follow me all the way down here, but I don't think anything can fix this.""I don't know exactly what Calum did, all I saw was Alex punch Calum straight in the face.Then you ran off crying so I followed you"
"He kissed her Luke, some random slut and I don't even know her name. I get that we've been arguing tonight and that he wanted to do it but I won't , but that was a step to far.If he wanted attention that bad I would have.
I can forgive him for the arguing but not this.Never did I think id see Calum with his tongue down an other girls throat when he supposedly loves me.Why does everything always get fucked up Luke?"
I didn't realise that at this point the tears where rolling from my eyes again and Luke whipped them away with his thumb.
"We've all had drunken arguments with Calum before and I guess you two have been going through a lot lately. Yeh he's fucked up and took it to far but I think you two need some time.
You need to talk properly not just about your problems but his too, neither of you deserve this one bit.Yeh he deserved that punch in the face, but you need to sort this out.I know i said you need to talk but maybe in a couple days.
But I do know one thing, Calum loves you no matter what and that's not going to change anytime soon"
"Luke thank you so much, I seriously don't know what I would have done if you didn't follow me down here.Your right we need to sort things out and stop ignoring our problems in the hope that they'll just go away.
I love Calum I always will but there is no way I can just go running back to him after that.You do realise the only reason I wanna go back is to kill that bitch."
Luke let out a little giggle and pulled me in closer as it was getting pretty cold.
"Your crazy but I still love you, your my best friend and I hope you know I'm here even when Calum isn't.We all care about you ya know not just him.
It's just he loves you so much more and you love him we can all see that.
Your just going through a rough patch,right?""Right I guess but I don't think I ever want to kiss him again.I love his kisses but not after that slut has kissed them."
"It's not entirely her fault you know she probably didn't know he has a girlfriend"
"Had a girlfriend"
"So your gonna end it?"
"I think I need to untill he sorts himself out, I'm not just gonna leave him cause we need each other.But maybe this is the wrong time for him to be my boyfriend."
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English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood
Fanfiction// "I can't do this ,I'm a train wreck"//