Jess pov:
It's mine and Calum's date tonight and to be honest i am pretty nervous.we've never done anything like a romantic date together and I'm worried I'll ruin everything.Calum and I have just been lounging around all day at his house as his parents still aren't home.
"Jess we're going on our date at 6:30 is that okay"
"Perfect"i said lightly kissing his cheek.
He pulled me into his arms and held me their and I felt safe as I rested my head on his shoulder .I felt like they old me which I haven't in a long time.Thinking about this made me realise how special Cal is to me.That if I was to loose him in anyway,shape or form I would brake.Like a broken mirror being shot at the ground, millions of tiny little pieces broken and impossible to fix.I felt a few tears trickle down my cheek but made no effort to hide them.
"Jess are you okay?"
Calum asked in a worried tone."Yeh just thinking"
"About what baby"
I couldn't help but grin when he calls me baby it makes me feel special.The way he says it is perfect.
"That If I ever lost you it would break my heart and it would be impossible to fix""Jess don't think like that your never gonna lose me.Even when it dose come to us growing old.If I die before you I'll always be in you're heart and watching over you"
"Cal were gonna live forever"
"Yep I'm your super man"
He said and kissed my forehead.I turned around and locked our lips for a quick peck.
"Cal I should be going I haven't been home for two days""Jess please stay you have like 3 hours"
He said pulling me closer to him."I know but I wanna see mum and get a shower,see you soon"
"Please,Jess,JESSICA"Cal shouted as I walked out of the door.
"CALUM"i shouted mocking him and turned around to see him.
When I turned round my face was millimetres away from his chest.
"Calum"i murmured being this close to him made me tingle all over."Please stay Jess"cal said kissing my neck.
"Cal stop,you can come after my shower I'll text you"
"Okay"he said pulling his arms around my shoulders.
"Byeeee"
I said chirpily and walked next door.
He waved and blew a kiss.
"Catch"
He shouted and I caught it and held it to my heart Calum doing the same.When I got in the kitchen I was greeted by my mum,hunched over the counter with tear stained cheeks.
"Mum are you okay""Your dads back look in there"
I turned around and was greeted by my dad and two women."Why are you here?"
"Jess please"
"No,you left so you can leave again.When I come back from my date I want you gone Nick"
"Nick?"dad asked.
"Yeh you don't deserve to be called dad you haven't been one to me for 5years.I get you might want to see me and get some stuff but please go."
"Jess can we talk"
"No I need to get ready"
"For what?"he asked clearly frustrated that I didn't want to acknowledge him.
"Date"
"Who with?"He asked me.
"None of your business why should you care"
I walked back through the kitchen and my mum asked.
"Calum"i whispers in her ear.
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English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood
Fanfiction// "I can't do this ,I'm a train wreck"//