12am i woke up and I rolled over glancing at the picture of all of us.
To think I could have spoke to Calum yesterday upset me.I was so close to talk to him but I just didn't want the memory's.
Before I even got out of bed Nan was shouting me.
"Jess that boys here again."It must be Michael so I just shouted back not even bothered to go down the stairs because crying so much last night drained me.
"Let him come up."Moments later I heard Michael plodding up the stairs.He knocked on the door before I unlocked it.
He pulled me into a hug straight away and I couldn't help but smile.
"Why'd you run of like that yesterday?"
"Luke kept asking about Calum...it was a bit much.""Well I have an idea...When I was talking to Danny he said you want to come to one of the shows.Soooo we have a party tonight before the show tomorrow."
"And?"
"I booked you a room in the hotel after the party so your nan doesn't have to deal with you drunk cause i know what your like."
"Thank you Mike but I have nothing nice to wear.""Your pyjamas are cute, Harry Potters cool."
"No way.""Well then we can go shopping oh and you're coming to the show just be there for five and tell the security man your name."
"Okay Mikey but what about Calum?"
"He won't be at the show till later because he's going to pick Mali up from the airport.And he erm... Doesn't know your coming to the party.""Is this a good idea?"
"Yes come on."
☁️☁️☁️Michael was making me try clothes on for the party tonight because he was determined to find an outfit that would make me look good for Calum.
Try these on its what was on the model thing.He handed me a white v neck shirt,black jacket, heels and a tight skirt.
"I'm not wearing the skirt."
"It was worth a try"he sighed handing me another."That's more like it."I smiled walking into the changing room and smiling satisfied with my outfit.
I wasn't going to show Michael though not yet."let me see"he wined knocking on the door.
"Nope."I opened the door and he was stood right outside of it but I was back in my original clothes.
"Calum just text me."he sighed taking hold of the clothes while I grabbed my bag.I never spoke though just nodded.
"Don't you want to know what he said?I know you do!"
"Fine what did he fucking say."There was silence for a minute as I waited for Michael to reply.He just glared at me though.
"I asked if you where okay."that voice rang through my ears and I thought I was dreaming.He couldn't be here, no way.
Slowly I turned around after Michael nodded to me letting me know I wasn't dreaming and that Calum was actually there.
"I...erm..Calum?"I asked still thinking I was dreaming, he was there his eyes glued to me.Standing about a foot away from me was Calum Hood.
"I'm here baby I'm so sorry I didn't call."he pulled me into a hug his scent hitting me like a truck.His arms where around me and I missed that feeling so much.
"Why did you never call?"I asked crying into his chest.
"I didn't want you to be reminded of what happened.You where gone and I couldn't take it, I haven't been myself without you."
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English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood
Fanfiction// "I can't do this ,I'm a train wreck"//