English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood

Tour

Great song ^^^^^
\\and a cute picture of Danny from Exclamation point YouTube

Jess PoV:
So it turns out I have to go live my nan back in England.Ive met her a couple times when I was about 10/11.She seemed really sweet, Violet I think her name is.My mums mum.

Calum told me when I woke up that I'm leaving in a week after my stay in hospital.
"Cal will you be coming with me?"

"Sorry we still need to go on tour, but we are in England for a month and a half."
"Come see me, all of you.I don't want to spend Christmas alone with some old lady."

"I'll try call when ever I can.And of corse we'll be there for Christmas.We have a week to cuddle and get you better anyway."

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{5 days later}
The nurse came in and did her daily observations:checking my blood pressure,heart beat and what I've ate.

It's getting really annoying to be honest,"when can I go home?"

"I'll run these by your doctor I'm sure you'll be able to leave soon."
"Thank fuck for that"I sighed to Calum when she left with Alex to see my doctor.

"Thank you fuck"he laughed at his own joke and I rolled my eyes before laughing.

"Will you start packing my bag cal, thank you."I said siting up slightly.

"You look a bit more alive today."
"Thank you for that compliment Cal."
"You want me to help you get dressed.Your mum went home this morning she was tiered."

"Is she okay?"
"Just sleepy, you wanna get dressed?"
I slowly nodded and shuffled to the edge of the uncomfortable hospital bed.

Calum let the nurse know and she closed the shutters for me.
"Arms up"he instructed and I slowly lifted my arms up lazily.As he slipped of my hospital gown a tear dropped down his cheek.

"The cuts on your stomach are old I can't believe I never noticed."he cried a little but quickly wiped them away.

"Calum that's because I didn't want you too."
He can't blame himself for this, no way.
"But...but I love you."
"I know and I love you too but don't blame yourself ever okay."I leaned forward to kiss him and took hold of his freshly folded t shirt he was holding for me in his hands.

"Can you help me get this on?Its very cold."
"Okay, can you lift your arms up?"

I did as far as I could and he giggled.
"Hey I haven't got enough strength."

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{2 days later}

I broke down crying and I couldn't help it....its 2am now and me and Calum leave in a couple of hours.

"Jess...Jess what's wrong?!"Calum mumbled sitting up beside me.

"We always get split up.I can't take it!"I sobbed into his arms.
"Hey, hey, hey look at me!"
"Cal... Calum I can't"
"Look at me."he said tilting my chin up to him.

"I love you and I'm never going to stop that even if we're miles apart.Just hold on until I can get back to you.

I will eventually!"

"Tomorrow we'll be in different parts of the world.In a couple months you'll have fans swooning over you and forget about me."I sighed trying to sleep but to much going on in my head prevented me.

"Sleep, because I know you won't be able to on the plane."
"I'll try goodnight Calum thank you for everything."

"I wasn't going to let you die!"
"I know"I mumbled and snuggled into him.
"Anyway goodnight."

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Once I finished packing me and Calum had a little time to talk, so that's what we did.
"So tell me the tour schedule then."

"We're touring America for a month then kinda having a two week break before England and Australia."

"Will you all come see me?"
"Of corse and at Christmas we are all in Australia and so are you."

"Good we need to go I think"

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I'm not gonna lie I did cry when the boys got on their plane.I didn't even know why, he is coming back.

Crying was something I hadn't done in a couple hours anyway.

Right now Calum was on a plane to America with Alex and I was sat here all alone, wanting to break down.

Alex had insisted on getting me business class tickets so I could lie down for the 14 hour flight but I really didn't need it.

The flight hasn't even started and I was already sick of the attendants coming over and asking if I was okay.

Just because I had my music full blast and mascara down my face didn't mean I needed them to ask if i was okay.Im obviously not fucking okay!

Just as the plane was about to take of a young man came and sat in the seat beside me.I just glanced at him for a moment and went back to my music.

When Alex's song remembering Sunday came on I started to cry un willingly.
I noticed that my sobs where getting pretty loud and I didn't really care i couldn't control them.

A tap was placed on my shoulder so I looked beside me then took my ear phones out.
"If your gonna tell me to stop crying then there's no use I can't help it."I snapped quickly and the boy with blue eyes and long wavy hair smiled a little.

"Don't worry about it I've just left my only friend back there.The only good thing about today is I get to sit next to a girl with great taste in music."

"You can here it?"
"yeh All Time Low there grate.There also on tour, did you get tickets?"
"Kinda Alex is my cousin"I said and cried again even though I didn't want to.

"Wait your his cousin Jess?"he asked and I nodded.
"I'm Danny edge"
"Nice to meet you Danny what takes you to England?"
"I'm going to visit my aunt in Yorkshire"
"I'm going there to, I know it's pretty big but we might see each other.Im going to live with my nan."

"You look a little old to be living with your nan!"
"I'm 19, it's kinda a long story..."
"Well we kinda have 14 hours and I'm a very good listener."

"So you know 5sos the band that are touring with-"
"Of course I know 5sos"
"Well then I'll carry on"

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I did fall asleep after 6hours of the flight I was completely exhausted.

It was a blessing to have Danny sat next to me and not some stuck up snob.
He explained to me about his best friend Paul and how they met, that he's the same age as me and loves all the same bands as me.This was after I explained my whole situation to him, and I mean I explained everything.

Danny is such a nice person and I'm so glad he's in the same country of me and county.

If Calum wasn't in the picture Danny would be amazing he's basically a guy version of me with out all the bad elements.The only difference being he has blue eyes.

My eyes where still closed and my head resting on the pillow when Danny lightly nudge my shoulder.

"You need to put your belt on.We're landing."
"Okay"I mumbled a little nervous trying to fiddle with my belt.

I got frantic and my palms became sweaty as it wouldn't buckle and I looked over at Danny who was completely calm but I've never done this before.
"Let me help"he forced it closed and I squeezed his hand as we where about to land.

"Thank you I would have had a panic attack up there."a wash of relief came over me as my shakey legs walked of the plane.