{1 week later}
Calum's PoV:
After just one week I'm completely exhausted so me and Jess decided that today we were just gonna relax and chill together.I have a big surprise for her later though.She was currently sprawled out across the huge couch whilst I was making us some popcorn.
"Cal"she called out.
"What's up?"
"What film shall we watch?"she asked and it sounded like she was in deep thought.
"You choose"i told her whilst walking back in the room.When she put the disk in she smiled contently and came and laid beside me.
"Which one did you pick?"
"Perks of being a wallflower"
"Ugh why pick this, you always watch this.Its so depressing"i told her pulling her close so she didn't fall of the sofa."Hood shut it it's starting"she lightly hit my chest and locked her eyes to the TV.
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When it got close to the end of the film I had to blink back the tears.I looked down at Jess who was also crying, but not just on the edge of tears.She was full on sobbing.Not many people cry at this but she definitely does."I thought you hate this movie Cal"she giggled between sobs.
"How can you hate Perks of being a wallflower?I really wanna do that tunnel thing."i said in defence."now shhhh stop crying this is why I don't like watching it.Jess it's depressing"i told her whipping away her tears softly with my thumb."Cal are you gonna tell me about your dream yet?"
"Not just yet I've got a surprise for you first."
"Ooh what?"she asked, too engrossed in the film to realise Alex walking into the beach hut.
"Hey Jess"Alex said from behind us and she instantly jumped of the sofa and ran into his arms.
"Someone's eager"he smiled picking her up.
"Are you staying?"
"Yeh I wanted to be here for the party tonight,to make sure you two don't get up to no good.""We are not going to be, but I can't wait for the party"
"You never told me that"i said walking up behind her and wrapping my arms around her waist.Alex glared at me for a moment, before bursting out laughing."Well it's not unless I get insanely drunk, which isn't going to happen."
"Oh, well that didn't hurt"i said looking at the ground.Does she not like me in that way anymore or,.........shut it Calum it was just a stupid dream."Sorry Hood I'm just not in the mood"she said turning around and embracing me in a huge hug.
"Let's just go get ready"i told her with a weak smile kissing her cheek.*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*
God knows why it takes girls so long to get ready.Especially Jess she barley wears any makeup anyway."Jess hurry up everyone will be here soon"i told her knocking on the bathroom door.
"Just go on without me"she said and sounded like she had been sobbing.
"What's up?"i asked concerned."Can you come in please?"she said opening the door, I could tell by the way her voice cracked that she had been crying so I rushed in.
"Hey shh please don't cry"Jess instantly rested her head on my shoulder and I pulled her close.I was just about to ask her why she was crying when she spoke up.
"They look disgusting Calum, they're still there and I don't think they'll be gone anytime soon.How the fuck am I supposed to tell Alex, I can't now it will ruin his night."she cried, her voice weak and words muffled into my shoulder.
It took me a moment before I told her,
"Alex loves you just as much as I do and I know he'll care.You might not want to tell him but you know I'm here.So why don't you go wipe those black smudges of your eyes and I'll find you something that will cover your arms."I told her whilst wiping away her tears.
"I love you"she mumbled while walking over to the sink to wash her face.
"I love you too"i kissed her head and went to find her some clothes.Jess PoV:
I ended up in a white blouse and black leather skater skirt after my little break down.I'm so glad Calum was there or I don't think I would of ended up out of the beach house.But here I am dancing with Calum and all of the boys, on this amazing boat.
"You wanna drink?"Calum slurred spinning my around to face him whilst holding an empty beer bottle in his hand.
"I'm good, you go with Cerys" I giggled at his drunken state, "I'll stay with Luke"
"Look after her"Calum said kissing my cheek and pointing at Luke.
"I will but make sure Cerys doesn't get anything that will make her too drunk."Luke laughed and placed one hand on my shoulder to dance."I would hold your arms but I know that will hurt"he smiled and began to dance.
I wouldn't say Luke was sober, but he was definitely not as drunk as the other boys.
"Thanks Luke"i smiled dancing along with him to the loud music.
"What for?"he giggled once I started dancing, which I was pretty crap at without Calum there to guid me.
"Understanding"i told him smiling and stopped dancing for a moment to take a chug of my drink.When I was just about to start dancing on my own like an idiot again, I felt a familiar pair of hands on my waist.
"Hey beautiful"Calum whispered in my ear and I could smell the alcohol on his breath.
"Hey"i turned around and kissed his cheek.
"Why didn't you kiss me properly?"he said locking our lips together.I did enjoy the kiss but Calum can do some crazy things when he's drunk."Because your drunk"i said resting my head on his chest as he pulled me close for a slow dance.
"Are you sure your okay?"he asked kissing my head softly while we danced.
"You may be drunk but you're so cute Hood"i smiled.
"You didn't answer me question"
"Yeh I'm okay I guess""Well does that mean we can do what Alex said not too."he winked and I pulled away as his hands moved further down my back towards my butt.
"No Calum,"
"Jess stop being like this"he snapped.
"Like what?"
"Leading me on then saying no"he glared at me."Why the fuck would you say that?You know what's happening with me and now your drunk you decide to be a horny dick head."
"I have problems too"he said trying to walk closer to me as I backed of out of the crowd.
"Which you won't let me help you with"
"Cause I don't want you to worry"
"You don't want me to worry, but you stress me out even more being like this.""Stop making this about you"he said his voice raspy.
Luke and Michael made there way over to Calum and I and it seemed like Michael had sobered up a little."You two okay?"Luke asked concerned.
"Jess why you crying?"Michael pulled me into a hug and whipped away my tears.
"I'm fine go back to Caitlin, Calum's just drunk.""Caitlin's fine but you two have some explaining to do"Michael sighed.
"Why?"Calum slurred."Hood come on"Luke said taking Calum's arm and Michael took my hand to follow behind them.
"Don't let him get to you, he's been drunker than this before"Michael said putting his arm around my shoulder.
"Can we go back to the party now?"Calum mumbled as Luke sat him down on the sand.
"Soon Cal, Michael needs to know"
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English Love Affair// Calum T. Hood
Fanfiction// "I can't do this ,I'm a train wreck"//