Today, we've decided to follow the trails of the river to see where it leads to.
Sa totoo lang ay ngayon ko lang napagtanto na sobrang laki pala talaga ng isla na ito.
We're now in this island for three months and four weeks.
Kung masukal nang kagubatan ang kinaroroonan ng "Camp Eden" masasabing mas masukal pa na kagubatan ang pilit naming tinatahak ngayon. Bukod pa roon ay maraming quicksand kaya hindi namin ito magawang puntahan noon.
Kailangan naming maghanap ng mas matibay na materyales para sa Bangka na ginagawa ni Rett.
We're kind of expecting waterfalls or something. Surely may konektadong larger waterform ang ilog na nasa camp.
Rett is becoming too protective of me these past few days.
It has been three weeks since my miscarriage. And ever since then, we temporarily stopped our lovemaking.
Napangiti ako.
He is so sweet and gentle and so considerate.
Carpe Diem. 'Yun ang parati kong sinasabi sa'king sarili tuwing kasama siya.
It means to make the most of the present time and give little thought to the future. Hindi ko na muna iniisip ang pwedeng mangyari sa hinaharap sa halagang basta kasama ko siya ngayon.
I sighed.
Why am I like this?
Seriously, people know me as a future-headed person because I always think of the consequences first whenever I do actions.
Pero ba't ganito ako?
To say that I am not enjoying these moments with him would be hypocritical. My heart knows how long I have waited for this.
Naramdaman ko nanaman ang pagpintig ng puso ko. The guilt that I have tried so hard to cage is now pleading to be freed.
Sa mga oras na 'to ay kinakain na ako ng konsenya.
Today, I realized that no matter how tall your walls or principles are, there will always be exceptions when it comes to love.
Ang sabi ko noon, hangga't hindi niya naaalala ang lahat at alam niyang hindi rin ako nakaaalala then everything is just as smooth as normal.
Pero bakit parang nalulunod ako ngayon?
I sighed at the thought.
May iilang beses na gusto ko nang umamin. Pero kapag nandoon naman na ako ay saka ako aatras.
Maya maya pa ay napansin ko na huminto si Rett at lumapit sa akin. He held my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine.
"That's your eighth sigh since we started this trip," sabi ni Rett na ikinabigla ko.
Talagang nabigla ako. Pati ba naman iyon ay napansin pa niya?
"Care to tell me what's bothering you?" Tanong nito as his thumb softly caresses my hand.
Umiling ako at ngumiti.
"I am just anxious on what will happen once you regained your memories," I said dahil kahit papaano ay iyon ang totoo.
Nagulat naman ito at natigilan pa kaya napahinto kami sa paglalakad.
Maya maya pa ay iniangat nito ang baba ko. "Hey, stop worrying, okay? No matter what happens, I'll be here for you," He sincerely said and guilt crept inside me again.
I wish it's just that simple, Rett. But still, thank you. Thank you for saying that.
"S-Salamat," I said as I held his hand that's on my face. "Salamat, that means a lot to me," hindi ko namamalayan na naiiyak na pala ako.
BINABASA MO ANG
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