hi

nahhh-

LITERALLY SOBBING RN BC AAA

guys i miss rose, rose is the loml, no no no no words absolutely NO words can describe how much love I have 4 her, and jesus fucking christ, fucking damian. idk what happened to him but his sudden change over the summer has fucked me and rose emotionally, like I'm sobbing over that shit like god damn bro him and rose are the 2 main people in my life I fucking care for so much and I've became so attached with them, but it fucking hurts with damian bc bro like I cant even trust him now, I feel like I'm being too rude sometimes and maybe I was/am the problem but then I start overthinking sm whether I should be a little nicer but then that's what he does or maybe its js all the feelings I felt when he hurt me so bad when I was so in love with him earlier this year which is why its so hard to trust him, our favorite place we would always go to is getting shut down and not only that but the building is being knocked down like fuck man- 

I even write rose and damos initials on my left wrist because those 2 r the ones who kept me going when I was on the verge of trying to kms, damian saved my life when I didn't have rose in my life and I was on the verge of giving everything up, rose saved me through every moment since 2019, when I was sobbing bc damo had js been playing with my feelings, she was there.i need the both of them it js hurts not having the same damian, he js rlly sucks ass now and I don't wanna get hurt over that but tbh I don't even know which is worse. 

#slatattatttyyyyyy

kg 4/5/22