hi

omfg

no matter how many councilors , therapists, teachers, try to help me it will not work. ik that im only just barley a teenager and ive got my life ahead of me but idk, im so tired already. ive been talking to counselors since 6th grade none of them help . idk 💀 but i wrote that when i was in that sad depressed mood , rn . im feeling idk.
and like i said i fell for another boy who made me no longer wanna kms , but .
he doesnt like me back and ive been scared to talk to him since then bc thats like awkward 💔 but idk i really didnt want him to know yet which is why i didnt want to tell anyone bc everyone always goes blabbering around or my friends make stuff obvious and awkward, but he was the first normal crush ive had in like 2 years so it feels a bit weird. i mean he talked to me like twice even after he found out but i rlly wasnt in a good mood . 💀 but idk ill just try to keep the little convos going ig . idk
im gonna move soon but i wanted to stay for at least this year bc spring time is alwaysss sm fun like im never clinically depressed during spring for the last years spring has always been fun and i cant wait to stay after school again with my friends ughhh runs to the 7/11, or wendys, or the deli and then just staying at the fieldddd . 🙏 i miss it smmmm but we cant anymore bc its cold asf . but im rlly gonna miss most ppl from this school ive known most of them since pre-k . im not gonna have my teenage fantasy with my og buddies . ☹️ but atleast ill have a fresh start but its gonna be hard starting over bc im really quiet and awkward 😓 . but im sure it will get better, im moving up north. ykw that meanssss? CUTE WHITE BOYSSSS.
omfg theres gonna be sooo many of themmm. im sure they'll be someone there for me 🙏. thats pretty much it for now .

12/23/22