hi

well ya girl was not able to get her man back.

yeah. the title says it all. mid november and i still dont got the loml back its aboutta b 2 months that i lost him like damn i know that he misses me when he ever thinks about me or us but i want to start over and do my best and prove that im different but he just doesn't even put in any effort
what if hes done done with me? i hope not ill give him a month or a few before i go back to begging for him bc hes the loml i will never stop fighting for him and our love, hes my soulmate but he just needs his time hes going through those eras ig but wtv I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUU DENNIS.

Im writing an essay about him right now, I finished one about My first love, 13 pages and 8 out those were about him. This new essay in the process is all about him, us, our story, my feelings. Its 14 pages so farrr im getting closer to present time but its hard remembering things bc of how many times we stopped talking and then got back. Well we havent done that in like a month bc well he just fell out of love and realized his worth and then completely killed my soul !! Ahaha. not to antagonize him hes an angel ofc but he just has a bitter side towards me now and im
completely dead to him but its okay and understandable. ITS A PHASE. my baby will come home , he'll come back home with his angelic beautiful heart awwwwugh and his beautiful face and ugh just everything about him hes wow just so precious and pure i love him.
Also its my birthday month , yay suicidal few days before my birthday its traditional honestly atp !! well hopefully i get a gift from dennis bc i love him and i want to call him and hear his voice everyday. oh my god ive been dreaming about him almost all weekkkk like omg is it me or u?? pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls IM Begging. come home dennis i love you so so so much. anyways bye bebes.
november 18th 2023