hi

tm

life has been too chaotic, drugs, alcohol, drama, school, and boys.

so boy #3 which isnt even boy 3 anymore bc hes the only one i have eyes for (s too but hes not the point)
so daniel. Im getting this awkward vibe from him and it's confusing me bc he used to act a certain way around me and now today he seemed distant. and im embarrassed bc it felt like he tried running away from the conversation and it embarrassed me bc it makes me feel like he doesnt feel the same bc over break he found out i still liked him but i didnt think he thought it was like awkward bc before he'd just shrug it off but maybe he feels different about it now bc he's ghosting his girlfriend and idk or maybe im just being delusional again. idc im just tired of being so lonely 😭, all i ever wanted was silvio, but i know i cant get him. and then jero is just embarrassing irdc about him anymore and its not like what i felt was special bc hes made 20 other girls feel like that, and now daniel, hes distracted me more from s than jero did bc when i was with jero i was always thinking about s wether i wanted to accept it or not but i tried not to think about him bc i knew i wanted to really try with jero, but now it feels like i like like daniel. like all i want is that. i dont care if i get silvio, but i just want daniel i care all about him. idk what made me so attracted to him.
other than that i hate his gf shes a bitch, and my other drama is with the same dirty girl as usual

2/27/23