hi

wellp

when im on my period my mental health is worse than ever.
im currently fucking dying it feels like the whole world is caving in and i dont think ill make it past 16.
Ill make it past 14 if im even lucky.
but right now i feel like my whole life is going to shit.
my education is shit pure shit. i got midterms tmr and i was supposed to go to school today to study, but i didnt go. my world is going down i cant fucking survive here no need to have good education if i wont be around to succeed.
More people have been noticing how bad ive been lately or how bad ive been getting but i dont want to talk. i cant talk. my life is over.
im not going to make it.
i know im not.
i feel guilty for leaving my family like this but i cant do anything, i cant help myself so how r others gonna help me?
i fucking hate everything
i went back to the boy who crushed my heart and now im overthinking again bc he hasn't responded back and im thinking if im nothing to him. i have zero motivation to do anything, i mean at this point idc if i bomb these tests, whats the point. theres no fucking point if i wont even have a future.