hi

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i love reading this and seeing the growth ive made. because sometimes i really feel like im trapped in a hole and it never gets better , but writing my true thoughts and feelings shows my improvement and how ive learned my own worth. Little boys arent worth my time, chasing friendships arent worth my time, and
i never ever have to change my appearance for a man ever again. Because i know im pretty and if one man doesn't think that, oh well, theres a billion other men out there who do think i am so why should one opinion justify billions of others.

i know im not fully cured bc i still self harm, do drugs, drink alcohol, get in very bad uncontrollable depressive episodes, i laugh through all that. maybe at the end of the day it solves nothing but memories do give me happiness and when im with my friends, getting high or just doing whatever im happy. i probably will die young no joke 💀, but i dont care . 🤷🏻‍♀️
idc about all the drug assembles , idc if i get laced drugs. i hope i do get laced drugs bc im begging every day for it to end. but im making it fun before it all is gone . ❤️🙏

kg . 1/30/23