Hidden Love (Tronnor fanfiction)

~33~ Intimate

Troye's POV (This is basically just going to be smut so I'm sorry for those who don't like that.)

"Connor you know that you can talk to me about everything, right?" I asked him, still a bit concerned. He hasn't talked much on our way to the hotel.

"I know Troye." He giggled. " I know that you're concerned but that's not necessary. I'm fine."

"Sure? Not even bad memories?" I asked, still not really sure.

"Yep, the moment that you took my hand and said that you wouldn't leave me, was when I really made a click in my mind. Maybe I have lost my sister and it hurts a lot but I need to concentrate on the people who are here for me now, the people I care about. I should focus on them, I'm sure she would want me to do that. So that's what I'm going to do." He smiled warmly, taking my hands in his.

"You're right." I said because he really is right. I should do the same thing with my fear of losing people. I concentrate so much on that, that I can barely enjoy myself with those people and ruin every chance of getting close with them. You should take all the enjoyment and happiness when you still have it. When you already have lost it, it's too late. It's a shame that most of the time you only realize that when you already lost that person. I almost lost Connor so I know how it feels. I never want to let him go again.

"You're cute when you're lost in thought." Connor said, bringing me back to reality.

"Oh shut up and kiss me." A giggle escaped Connor's mouth, it was so cute. I stopped it though when my lips met his harshly. Neither of us were taking the kiss slow. Connor immediately deepened the kiss, his tong slipped into my mouth without even having to ask for access. I willingly parted my lips a bit so his tongue could discover my mouth. My hands were in his hair, completely messing it up. Suddenly I lost my balance, Connor's hands were on my chest, pushing me backwards until I hit the wall. His hands were beside my head, his body pressed against mine. Suddenly he broke of the kiss, his hands fell to the bottom of my shirt, pulling it over my head.
I could feel his warm breath in my ear, giving me shivers through my body.

*Smut because you guys asked for it.*

"I want to take things further." He whispered, half out of breath.

That was the only thing I needed to hear. I immediately pulled his shirt of, my hands on his chest. I pecked his lips softly, making my way down his neck. Every kiss was short and soft until I found his sweet spot. I sucked on it and flicked my tongue over it multiple times. A soft moan escaped Connor's lips. I wanted to hear more of those, louder ones. I started sucking on his neck more harshly, leaving multiple bruises. I was getting the result I wanted. Connor stood there breathless, moans still escaping his mouth. I turned us both over, so that Connor was standing against the wall instead of me. I moved my kisses from his neck to his chest. Taking his nipple between my teeth and flicking my tongue over it. I moved back to his lips but my hands stayed low. I rested them on the belt of his pants, ready to unbuckle them.

"Are you sure you want this?" I asked. I don't want to do things that he might not be comfortable with.

"Oh god yes Troye, you don't know how much I want this."

I immediately started unbuckling his pants. They dropped to the ground seconds later. The bulge in his underwear was prominent, the look of that turned me on even harder. I picked up our kiss at the pace we stopped with. Our lips moving harshly and sloppy. Connor's hands started fumbling with the button of my pants. They fell down to the ground and I almost did too when Connor pushed me towards the bed.

I quickly removed my pants completely before he pushed me onto the bed. We were laying on top of each other, both in only our boxers. Connor started grinding on me, giving me some friction but definitely not as much as I wanted. The thin piece of fabric was irritating me and I wanted to get rid of it, so that's what I did. Connor followed my movement by throwing his boxers of too. There we were, both naked. The first time we saw each other completely naked. We both sat there for a second, admiring each other. That was until Connor's needing's must have gotten too much. He threw himself back on me, placing kisses on my jaw going upwards to my lips.