90 Day Saioumami Challenge

𝟙 - You Made Me Think I Actually Mattered. ♥️

Kokichi smiled to himself as he leaned on Shuichi's shoulder, playing with his phone as he waited for the lunch break to finish. Feeling Shuichi shift, Kokichi glanced up to find a pair of lips meet his own for a brief moment. "Rantaro messaged me, he needs help with something. I'll see you in class," Shuichi smiled.

"Alright babe, say hi to him for me!" Kokichi grinned, shifting away from the other male to give him room to leave. As Shuichi grabbed his stuff, Kokichi watched the back of his navy-blue hair walk across the courtyard towards the school, weaving through crowds of students.

Kokichi loved his boyfriend to pieces, he'd do anything for the taller male. They'd only been dating for half a year, but in that time Kokichi had been happier than he ever thought possible. However, Shuichi had also claimed to be in love with Amami whom Kokichi knew nothing about, other than they were in the same grade. To make Shuichi happy, Kokichi allowed him to date Amami as well. If it made Shuichi happy, Kokichi didn't mind since it was only the one other boyfriend, and it kind of wasn't cheating, but he still felt jealous sometimes. The three were teased about it often but none of them cared, they were doing what made them happy.

Shifting back into the middle of the bench where he sat, Kokichi felt a hard object dig into his thigh. Glancing down, the male noticed a hard-cover book, one that Shuichi had been reading for months. Shuichi can be so forgetful sometimes. You'd have lost so much without me, my beloved. Picking it up, the purple-haired male shoved his phone into his pocket and hurried to the school building, book in hand.

Searching through the halls, Kokichi noticed a familiar strawberry-blonde talking with her friends. Approaching her, the male grinned at the eye roll from her friends. "Hey, Miu, I need your horny ass for a minute," Kokichi demanded.

"You need a quickie? It's gonna cost ya!" Miu cackled. Kokichi rolled his eyes, expecting the vulgar joke from the woman. They were both as vulgar as each other, making it the perfect friendship.

"I'm not going anywhere near that loose cum dumpster."  Kokichi grimaced as Miu moaned, gripping her long wavy hair with glee at the insult. "You seen Amami or Shuichi?"

"Sure, ya little cuck. They're near the lockers," Miu informed her best friend. "Yo, we're hanging out after you find them." Turning to her friend group, Miu waved as she walked away with Kokichi. "Bye cunts!" Kokichi never understood the friend group. They hated Kokichi, but loved Miu, despite them acting quite similar. The only difference was that Kokichi loved to lie and mess with people's minds, but he'd never targeted Miu's friends.

"You aren't going to keep hanging out with them?" Kokichi asked.

"Nah, they're getting annoying and keep talking about this one boy they all like. Lunch is gonna be a while and you're the next best person to chill with," Miu smiled.

"Whatever you say bitchlet," Kokichi chuckled, regaining his balance after Miu scoffed and gently shoved him. "I just need to give back Shuichi's book first." 

The two continued walking throughout the academy, making their way to the lockers in the foyer. There were multiple areas containing lockers due to the sheer number of students in the prestigious academy, but Kokichi knew where Shuichi's was off by heart. He'd even memorised Shuichi's code.

Kokichi found his boyfriend talking with Amami, the two leaning against the metal lockers against the wall as they kept their voices hushed. "Oi, bitch, keep quiet. I'm gonna scare them," he chuckled, hiding behind the lockers spread out in rows in the middle of the foyer.

As the two crept closer to the males it became easier to hear their conversation. "...Ouma." They're talking about me?

"Yeah, I know what you mean," Shuichi sighed. Kokichi frowned, sharing a glance with Miu who seemed confused. Even though Kokichi's exterior seemed like someone who couldn't care less about anything, he was extremely self-conscious and always worried about others' opinions.

"When are you breaking up with him anyway?" Amami asked, seeming frustrated.

"Soon, don't worry dear," Shuichi replied. He's... Shuichi's going to break up with me? I thought things were going well...

"Sorry, but why are you even dating him? Ouma's annoying and manipulative."

"I thought he'd be fun to play with. Come on, he's so insecure and dependant on anyone who shows him the tiniest amount of love that it's amusing. Every time I go back to him he's all over me, the clingy bastard. It's beautiful to see him so upset whenever I leave." Kokichi's vision blurred as he heard Shuichi laugh. "Rantaro, I love you more than anything, I've never loved him and you know this. When he confessed to me I realised he'd be amazing to break, and I was right!"

"That bit-" Kokichi turned and slammed a hand over Miu's mouth before she should reveal their positions. Shaking his head, Kokichi removed his hand from the woman and frowned. Tears spilled down his cheeks as the male stormed toward Shuichi, leaving a gap between them.

"You never fucking loved me?! The past six months meant absolutely fucking nothing to you?!" Kokichi shouted as tears began to pour. Shuichi and Amami seemed surprised at the intrusion before the bluenette began smirking. All bystanders around turned to stare at the commotion that started with Kokichi's shouting, some even pulling out their phones.

Shuichi rolled his eyes and groaned, providing no verbal answer to the male. Kokichi glared at the two, noticing a smile creeping into Rantaro's cheeks. Turning to the greenette, Kokichi became overwhelmed with despair as Shuichi grabbed Rantaro's face, pulling him in for a deep kiss. He no longer cared about his image, the entire world around him faded away as Kokichi watched the two make out in front of him, rubbing salt into the wound.

"You... You made me think I actually mattered. I fucking hate you!" Kokichi screamed, his knuckles turning white as his grip on the book tightened. The book that had allowed him to see the truth that he'd tried so hard to ignore. His free hand balled into a fist, his nails digging deep into his skin.

"Sorry, not sorry Kokichi. You were getting way too boring, but I'll admit this is fun," Shuichi grinned. His lips and face were red as the male took deep breaths to replace what air he'd lost.

"Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!" Kokichi screamed at the top of his lungs. He grabbed the book with both hands and raised it into the air. Using all the strength he could muster, Kokichi slammed it into Shuichi's face, hearing a crack as people gasped, cheered and booed.

Shuichi slowly lifted his head as the book thudded to the tear-soaked ground, tiny particles of blood flying through the air. Blood gushed from Shuichi's nose, cascading down his lips and chin. He snarled, revealing crimson teeth. "You little shit."

"You're a fucking cunt!" Kokichi screamed, feeling an arm wrap around him.

"Kokichi, don't do something you'll regret," Miu whispered from behind him. Turning into the woman's hold, Kokichi sobbed into Miu's chest, wrapping his arms around her waist and squeezing.

I should've seen this coming. It's all my fault.