90 Day Saioumami Challenge

𝟙 - First Time 🥥

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Loss of virginity, Body compliments (Idk if it'd count as worship)/Praise, Oral sex, Hair-pulling.

Mention of body image issues.

Word count: 2953

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Shuichi shifted on the couch, curling up in the corner between the arm and back. Rantaro and Kokichi (his boyfriends) were spending the night, sprawled out on the couch beside him. Shuichi's aunt, uncle and cousins had left on a trip that he'd decided he'd rather not attend, always panicking when in unfamiliar environments. Luckily for him, his uncle had allowed him to stay home on the condition his boyfriends stayed with him. His uncle had always been overprotective but he didn't mind.

Pouting, Shuichi decided to crawl closer to Rantaro and lean against his shoulder, feeling an arm wrap around him. He heard a chuckle and noticed a flash of purple, assuming Kokichi followed suit. The two had their gaze focused on the television playing in front of them. Unfortunately, Shuichi couldn't focus on the movie due to his worries. 

Shuichi had been feeling the urge to further their relationship but his anxiety stopped him from mentioning anything. He didn't want to rush things or end up with the other two hating him or thinking all he wanted was sex. The male was also terrified as a virgin to go further into unknown territory, he knew Kokichi was too and maybe didn't want to try anything.

"What's wrong, babe? You're starting to hyperventilate," Rantaro whispered into his ear, making the bluenette jump.

"I-I'm just thirsty," Shuichi lied as he peeled away from the greenette. "Uh, I'm grabbing a drink, do either of you want anything?"

"Panta!" Kokichi shouted, punching the air with a cheer.

"I'm fine thanks," Rantaro smiled. Shuichi nodded and stretched as he stood up before making his way to the kitchen. It was out of the way of the living room, far enough to be out of earshot as well as out of sight. Pulling a cold can of Panta from the fridge that Shuichi always kept in there for Kokichi whenever he visited, he decided to pour a small cup of water for himself. After all, he needed to sell his lie to the master of lies himself, Kokichi.

All he wanted was to open up about his thoughts without worrying about the others' responses, but no matter how much he tried, he couldn't. Terrified, that's what he was. Terrified of rejection and the unknown. "Alright Shumai, what's the matter with you?" Kokichi asked as he peeked around the corner.

"Ah! Kokichi, don't scare me like that!" Shuichi whined and tightened his grip on the drinks, managing to keep the water contained.

"Don't ignore me!" Kokichi frowned as he approached Shuichi and stared into his golden eyes. Shuichi noted the concern dancing behind Kokichi's violet eyes, they hypnotised him every time he stared into them. "You only act like this when something's bothering you, what happened? Not like I care though," he joked with a smirk.

"Sure you don't," Shuichi chuckled as he handed over the grape soda. "Anyway, it's... Nothing's wrong, I'm just thirsty as I said," he mumbled and stared at the ground.

"Rantaro and I are worried about you..." Kokichi whispered. Shuichi felt a pair of arms wrap around him as Kokichi's head rested on his shoulder. "You aren't thirsty, are you?" Unable to let the words escape his mouth, Shuichi shook his head in response.

Sighing, the purplette grabbed Shuichi's free hand and led him towards the living room where Rantaro paced back and forth. "Ran! Shuichi has something to tell us!~" Kokichi sang as he pulled Shuichi to the couch and sat him down. The two sat beside him and held onto his hands after Shuichi placed the cup of water on the coffee table. Hands trembling in fear, Shuichi refused to make eye contact as he stared at his lap.