Wild Series #6: Twisted by Wild

#TBW03

Entry 03

How is it to live in the moment and don't think about what will happen the next day? How is it to enjoy the present and not think about the future outcomes? How is it to live with a light heart and free soul?

How is it to not think that I might fail? My parents, the people around me, and myself.

"Tri! I missed you! How was your vacation?!"

Agad bumagsak ang dalawa kong balikat pagkalabas ko ng sasakyan. Hindi pa nakakaapak ang pangalawa kong paa sa lupa ay sumalubong na sa'kin ang mukha ni Allison. She's wearing our uniform which fitted well her nice body. She's tall as me with short raven black hair. Her eyes are in almond shape and her lips are naturally pink that she usually wears dark red lipstick. She's petite and flat chested, perfect for modelling ang katawan niya. She's not the typical campus crush but she's very pretty. She also has this bitchy stares which is very opposite to her attitude. She's gullible and loud.

She's just like the girl version of Dax. Masakit na nga ang ulo ko kay Allison sa tuwing nasa classroom ako, dumagdag pa na biglang sumulpot sa buhay ko si Dax.

Just thinking about them around me makes me exhausted already.

"Allison, tara na!" Tawag sa kaniya ng kaniyang mga kaibigan.

Allison didn't look at them instead, she clings her arm to me and pulled me with her. My eyes instantly widened at what she did.

"Una na kayo. Sabay na kami ni Tri na papasok." Sagot niya sa mga kaibigan na inirapan lang siya.

"And why do you have to cling your hands on me?" I asked her with my natural unbothered tone, but really, I'm surprised.

"Oh," agad siyang humiwalay sa'kin nang matanto na nakakapit siya sa'kin.

She grins at me. "Sorry!" And she peace sign.

I stare at her. How can people be so loud and oblivious at the same? Umiling ako at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. Narinig ko ang malakas niyang boses sa likod ko at sinabayan ako sa paglalakad.

"Saan ka nag-bakasyon, Tri? Sabi ng Mama ko pumunta ka daw sa Liga noong Fiesta. Sayang hindi ako nag-muse 'di mo tuloy ako nakitang rumampa." She blabber beside me.

I didn't react at what she is saying but I'm listening. Sa loob ng tatlong taon na magkaklase kami, hindi ko matandaan kung kailan ako nagsimulang masanay sa presensiya niya. Yes, I got used to it, but never had I learnt to tolerate her noise. Or maybe, that's what I'm unconsciously doing.

"First day na first day magkakarga tayo ng upuan? Ano 'to, high school?"

Pumasok ako sa back door at naabutan ang mga kaklase kong lalaki na nagbubuhat ng mga upuan sa loob. Tatlong upuan pa lang 'ata iyon dahil kakaunti pa lang naman kami. Ang madaldal sa tabi ko ay tumahimik at tinignan ang nangyayari sa loob ng classroom.

"Anong big deal sa pagbubuhat? Pabuhat ka naman lagi sa group activities!" Pang-aasar ni Leovic sa isa sa mga kaibigan ni Allison.

I won't pretend that I never paid attention to my classmates because I did. I don't talk that much unless necessary because I came to school thinking that I'm here to study and not make friends. Pero sa loob ng tatlong taon na bloc section kami, I learned to figure out their real attitude.

Allison, no matter how nice she can be to me, I don't like how she surrounds herself with girls who only know how to fix their face and not their behaviour. The girls I'm pertaining are these girls, na apparently, ay nagrereklamo na agad kahit 'di pa sinusubukang magbuhat ng silya na uupuan nila. I don't want to be judgemental, but that's how I am. I know they don't like me as well kaya sa tuwing nilalapitan ako ni Allison ay umiirap sila.