Euphoria Girl Oneshots ✓

Before You Go (RB)

Earth 12
Rue's View

"She... uh... she didn't make it." Mom says.

"Y/n." I say.

Y/n doesn't say anything and tears fill my eyes.

"Baby please." I say.

The pill bottle falls out of her hand and I sniffle.

Tears fill my eyes and Lexi hugs me.

"Fuck." Maddy says wiping her tears.

I fell by the wayside like everyone else

"You never want to love me for me, you only want to be here when shit is going good. I hate you!" I say.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you

"Are you fucking serious? I've been by your side the entire time that we've know each other. Do you know all the shit I've gone through?" Y/n asks.

"I saw you on the floor of your bedroom passed out because you did more than you could handle. I stayed up for nearly 48 hours straight to watch over you to make sure you were okay." Y/n says.

"I can't keep doing this." Y/n says.

"So fucking leave. I don't give a flying fuck." I say.

but I was just kidding myself

"Why are you calling me at 3 AM?" I ask.

"Y/n's in the hospital, she tried to kill herself." Lexi says.

These last few moments are the only things I can remember about Y/n.

Our every moment, I start to replace

There were obvious signs but I ignored them. I could never find the right words but now I can.

'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say

She never really liked to bring her problems up so she could make time for others' problems.

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold

One thing I know for sure is that I can't live without Y/n.

Well, time can heal but this won't

Time Skip

I wish I could back in time to redo something. I'd redo a lot of things. I'd try to listen to Y/n. Instead of making her listen to me.

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make your heart beat better?

"I just wish she told us." Cassie says.

If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go

"Just letting her know that we were here could've prevented this." Jules says.

Was there something I could've said
To make it all stop hurting?

"Our brains are so weird. They're supposed to be on our team but the can make you feel like you're nothing." Lexi says.

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

"Hey—" Y/n says.

"Kinda busy." I say.

Was never the right time, whenever you called

"Oh... okay." Y/n says.