Euphoria Girl Oneshots ✓

@ my worst (RB)

Earth 4
Y/n's View

I knock on the front door and hear shouting. I climb through the open window and I wander down the hall.

I see Rue kicking the door down and she starts to walk in the room.

Yeah

I wrap my arms around Rue and I pick her up.

"I'll fucking kill you, Y/n!" Rue says as I carry her away.

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

I carry her to the living room and put her on the couch.

"Rue." I say.

Rue stares at me a few seconds and I hold her hand.

"We'll figure all of this out. Just relax." I say.

"Okay?" I ask.

Rue nods and hugs me.

For the past few days I've felt alone. I know I'm dating Rue but it doesn't feel like it.

Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally

Rue's View

"I love you and I don't want to lose you. Maybe try to stop." Y/n says.

I never really cared about dying before I met Y/n. She changed my life, I have never been happier. I don't want to die, I care about dying now.

I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me

"I can't." I say.

I'm not ready, I'm not ready

"Try cutting back then. I got you." Y/n says.

"What do you see in me? Why do you think I'm a good person?" I ask.

"Because you are. All of this is stressful but I know that I love you. That's all that matters." Y/n says.

Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made

"I love you too." I say.

Y/n smiles and I kiss her.

Time Skip

"Rue." Y/n says.

Y/n has an accent so when she says everything it either sounds funny or beautiful. My name is one of those beautiful words.

It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name

"Are you okay?" Y/n asks.

Does she know? God, I hope she doesn't know.

I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe

"Yeah." I say.

The more I hide my scars,

I sneeze into my elbow and white powder gets in my sleeve.

the easier I bleed

Y/n stares at me and sighs.

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

"Did I mention how nice you look today?" I ask.

Tell you you're beautiful

"Rue—" Y/n says.

"You said I didn't have to stop! You said I should just cut back!" I say.

then stab you in the back

Y/n closes her eyes and says something in French.

"Translation?" I ask looking at Lexi.