Sorry (JV)

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Earth 25
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"I've been calling you." Someone says.

I've missed your calls for months it seems

I turn around and see Jules.

"Maybe I don't want to talk to you." I say.

"There you again with that fucking attitude. Why are you treating me like this?" Jules says.

Don't realize how mean I can be
'Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry

"One moment you're saying you want to marry me. The next you said you don't want to talk to me. Do you even want me?" Jules says.

'Cause I can change my mind each day
I didn't mean to try you on

Jules shakes her head and starts to walk away.

"Happy birthday." I say.

"You remembered?" She asks.

But I still know your birthday

"I remember everything." I say.

And your mother's favorite song

Jules smiles a little and walks away.

Time Skip

"I just feel really bad for how I treated her." I say.

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover

"Why'd you treat her the way you did?" Micheal says.

"I find it impossible that anyone could fall in love with me." I say.

Sorry that I can't believe
That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me

"You got the looks, you got the brains, you got the jokes, you got the heart — why is that so hard to believe?" Micheal asks.

"My parents hated me and I never knew why. It's hard to believe that someone wants you when you've been called slurs, kicked out, abused — mentally and physically, and degraded by your own parents." I say.

"Who's gonna love you if you're parents don't? My parents' death didn't change anything. They never apologized so how could I heal?" I say.

"You're a good kid, Y/n. Wake up and smell the coffee. Put your glasses on or something — anyone would be lucky to have you in their lives." Micheal says.

Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind

"Do you regret leaving Jules?" Micheal asks.

"Yeah, but I've fucked everything up too much for us to even be friends." I say.

Didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind
Ooh ooh oooh

"It's never too late, Y/n." Micheal says.

Time Skip

"What's wrong?" Fezco asks.

"I'm such a fuck up." I say.

"Don't say that." Fezco says.

"How could I not? I fuck everything good up" I say.

I run away when things are good

"Is this about Jewel?" Fezco asks.

"I never knew why she liked me so much. She saw the best in me when everyone else around could only saw the worst." I say.

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