Euphoria Girl Oneshots ✓

rubberband (LH)

I will discontinue this until Season 3 comes out..

Lexi's View

I hear a knock in the door and it opens.

"Honey? You okay?" Mom asks coming in.

"I'm fine." I say.

"It's perfectly normal to feel—" Mom says.

"I'm fine!" I say.

Y/n and I broke up because she moved away for college. We were only together for a few months but I could've spend my whole life with her.

Was it a wasted couple months?
Sneaking outta the window, spending nights in limbo

Cassie insists that we were just high school sweethearts and never actually live each other but she wouldn't know love if it slapped her in the face.

Was that all there was for us?
Midnight driving, running through highland

I kinda feel like our bad break up was my fault though. We were in good terms and agreed to stay friends but I snapped at Y/n and she stopped calling.

Does it make me the criminal?
That I let you go
That I broke us and left

All I think about is Y/n.

I hate that I never know
Why you're still so caught up in my head
Never knew what I had until I lost it

Time Skip

"Here." Maddy says handing me a rubberband.

And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist

"What's this for?" I ask.

"To help you cope. Hate seeing you so miserable all the damn time. Use it to snap yourself back to reality." Maddy says.

And I snap it every time that I think about your lips

"This helps?" I ask.

Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist

"Helps me when I think about Nate." Maddy says.

Almost break it every time when I'm trying to forget

I nod and fiddle with the rubber band.

"You know, I've known Y/n my entire life and I've never seen her love something or someone like you." Maddy says.

"Really?" I ask.

"Really. She was never good at the whole love thing but it wasn't hard to tell that she really loved you." Maddy says.

I know that I have never been good at this
Love you in a second, next you know I'm checking out of moments I shouldn't miss

"Looking back... she really, really loved you." She says.

Now I'm looking through the photos
Wishing I was different

I fiddle with rubberband and sigh.

And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist
And I snap it every time that I think about your lips

Y/n's View

"Why the hell do you keep doing that?" Max asks as I snap the rubberband.

Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist
Almost break it every time when I'm trying to forget

"I read online that it helps with anxiety." I say.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)
Trying to forget (To forget, to forget, to forget)

"What could you have anxiety about?" Max asks.

"I broke up with my girlfriend and I just really miss her." I say.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget, trying to forget)
Trying to forget
Never knew what I had until I lost it

"So beating yourself up with a rubber band helps?" Max asks.

And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist
And I snap it every time that I think about your lips

"Not really." I say.

Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist

I snap the rubberband and it breaks.

Almost break it every time when I'm trying to forget

I stare at it for a few seconds and me and Max look at each other.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)

"You better call her ass." Max says.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)

Time Skip

I dial the number and it rings.

Trying to forget

"Hello." Lexi says.

Hmm-hmm, hmm

"H-Hey." I say.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)

"Hey." Lexi says.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)

"I, uh, miss you. At lot." I say.

Trying to forget (Trying to forget)

Lexi giggles and I smile.

Oh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

"I miss you too, baby." Lexi says.

I'm trying to forget

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