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Someone You Loved (MP)

Y/n's View

The door opens and Lexi comes in.

"Hey, Y/n." Lexi says.

I stare at Lexi and she sighs.

"I'm sorry I told your parents but you were gonna kill yourself if you didn't get help." Lexi says.

"I know." I say quietly.

Maddy broke up with my for Nate and I got blackout drunk. After no one had heard from me after 12 hours, Lexi went out and found me sleeping next to some homeless guy.

I'm going under, and this time, I fear there's no one to save me

Maddy broke up with me because "I wasn't giving her enough." The same time we were having probables, Nate swoops in and buys her flowers and says he misses her.

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I'm taking it pretty hard because Maddy is — was — my peace. She was only reason I hadn't gone insane and put in a straitjacket. But I don't have her anymore.

I need somebody to hear, somebody to know
Somebody to have, somebody to hold

"You'll find someone new." Lexi says.

"I'll never find someone like Maddy." I mumble.

It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

I start to cry and Lexi hugs me.

Now, the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here to get me through it all

"It's like you don't care anymore." Maddy says.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

"Of course I care!" I say.

"Not as much as Nate!" Maddy says.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

Time Skip

"Good morning Y/n." Mom says.

"You look tired." Mom says.

I'm going under, and this time, I fear there's no one to turn to

"I can't sleep alone." I say.

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Ever since my dad died I have really bad nightmares and don't sleep at night. That's why Maddy always spent the night here or I spent the night at her house.

Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to hear
Somebody to have, just to know how it feels

"There's this girl—" Mom says.

"I don't want a new girl. I want Maddy." I say.

It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you help me escape

"Well, Maddy's doing well right now without you." Mom says.

Now, the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here to get me through it all

"What does that even mean?" I ask.

"You couldn't make her happy so she went to someone that could. She's getting her back blown and you're moping around when you could be getting some bitches." Tommy says.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

"Thomas!" Mom says as Tommy holds his hands up.

"I gotta go before I'm late." I say getting up.

"You didn't eat." Mom says.

"Having an empty stomach is nothing compared to feeling entirely empty." I say.

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes

Mom holds her arms out and I hug her tightly.

I fall into your arms

"Everything is gonna be okay, I promise." Mom says rubbing my back.

"My dad died." I say as tears run down my face.

Maddy hugs me tightly and rubs my back.

I'll be safe in your sound till I come back around

Time Skip

"Hey, Y/n. How you feeling?" Lexi says as I open my locker.

For now, the day bleeds into nightfall

"I could be worse but I'm pretty bad." I say.

And you're not here to get me through it all

"The first step is to stop believing Maddy is gonna take you back any second. You're delusional." Lexi says.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

"I wanna get back together." Maddy says walking up to us.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

"Guess I was wrong." Lexi mumbles walking away.

But now the day bleeds into nightfall

"What happen with Nate?" I ask.

And you're not here to get me through it all

"It was one big game I should've saw it. No one can love me better than you." Maddy says.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

"I just need time. You can't keep changing your mind all the time." I say closing my locker.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

"You can't have me and him so you need to figure who you really want." I say.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

Maddy nods and I walk away.

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

828 Words

May 1st 😤

I wrote this in 2 days lmao