It Wasn't Meant To Be, A TwilightxBTS Crack!Fic

New Moon

They told us we could leave the premises during nightfall, but that didn't stop me from grasping for the sunlight and looking for the next dustbin. I had to throw up. My throat burned from the stomach acid as I slumped against the wall, a giggle emitting from my mouth.

"I think we broke her," Alice pointed out.

"Yeah, no shit," I rubbed my temples. The Italian heat, though we were in the shade, had burnt me during the few minutes I was out running in the sun. At least I now had proof for Charlie that I had been in a sunny area.

"Bella, are you alright?" Edward looked like he was in agony. "Do you need anything?"

"What I need right now," I said honestly. "Is a flight back home so that I can take my Calculus finals on Monday, preferably some water, and just a whole conversation as to what the heck you were thinking."

Alice excused herself to get me what I needed, leaving me alone with Edward. I had imagined this moment so many times during therapy. What I would say to him, all the violent images I concocted in my brain. I was once told to write a letter, but it had been too much, too final for me. I did not want to let him go.

"What did Alice tell you?" I asked him. I needed to know where he was standing.

"She told me that you hadn't been killing yourself, but she also told me you were friends with werewolves – Bella, Bella, what are we going to do with you?"

"And what else?"

"That my leaving hadn't been good to you."

"And what do you think was the reason?" I wanted to glare at him, but when my voice cracked, I knew that any front of anger I could put up will subside. "Edward, you told me that I was too human for you. I was not .... Good enough?"

Edward looked down in shame. "I left because I thought it was good for you. I wanted you to have a human life. I was surprised you bought the lie that I would have distractions. I was expecting a fight."

Now I glared at him. "I bought it because you broke me with each word you said. You said it in a way that any normal person would have to believe that you hated me. Human memories fade, yes, but emotions scar. I have meshed to you with every fiber of my being, I did everything with you, and you just left. You never gave me time to say goodbye. I loved you, and I love your family. How could you think I was going to be okay about it?"

"Nothing I do will ever repair what I did, will it?"

"For one, you can fix the whole Victoria thing," I added slyly.

"I have more than one reason to return to Forks," Edward added quickly. "Us and the entire family. I think they've been miserable down in Cornell. I still need to finish High School again so I can go on to college..." he trailed on. "And if you will take me back, I will gladly get on my knees begging. I can't stay away from you. I was already fighting by the hour when Rosalie called to say you were dead."

Alice hadn't told him about Jungkook. I took a deep breath and let out a simple word.

"No."

"No?" he looked like I had kicked a puppy.

"There is only one thing you can do that will make up for this: Don't give me any Shakespearean moments, don't wax poetry. Do me one favor and one favor only: If you want to be in my life, you'll need to stop acting like we're beneath you and start acting like functioning members of society. I'm not asking you to not be you, but I'm also asking you to stop being so ... archaic."

I wished I knew what was going on in his mind. I never knew how far from myself I was until now – I don't think I would have openly said all the things I had said to him. I was still me, as far as I knew.